Jujube/voor-assessment

TODO

• files
  • jullie clip, still
  • seek clip, still
  • floorplan still
  • lara (edited with new shots) trailer
  • mia trailer
  • amy trailer

05.02.19

Su,

I used to, perhaps still am, obsessed with the precision of words.

If someone misuses a word, I get annoyed. You can count that as a fact.

But then, when it comes to an idea, I am the opposite of precise.

I become very vague.

Is that how I seek refuge?

My distrust towards the world.

But how can I move the world if I cannot trust it?

This is my dilemma.

essay #1

iffr favorites

thoughts from iffr

notes from a talk with David

jullie reflection

seek

a feeling, Zumthor, phenomenology

what I have read (becomes part of me)

unrealized experiments

floorplan

sites

camera tools

empathy through autobiography

autobiography through documentary

24.03.19

I am notating, writing, discussing, organizing, editing, shooting, baking:

feminist film theory, my own position against (or within) it, my discomfort (but also disdain, rather haphazardly), an event of a collective in formation/meetings with people I want to make into moving image, footage of someone else, my own footage, bread.

I keep telling myself to keep calm and give myself the permission to pause. So far it seems to work — as long as I am not overworked — I feel okay. But perhaps I am turning one obsessiveness into another, which is now more obviously work, a durational performance that is too coded for others and not that transparent to myself.

How do you answer that question now — what do you do?

Ingredient list✴︎

performance

applying, communicating, meeting, performance, meeting, shooting✻

Jujube/collective

instigating, meeting, writing, communicating, meeting

Jujube/miard-collaboration-notes

taking chance, meeting, writing, communicating, meeting, collaborating honestly

✴︎all concoctions contain meetings

✻on my own or with recruited and trusted help

home (in progress)

developing criteria & evolving practice

I am becoming acutely aware of the medium I choose. I choose the moving image, and am creating for the cinema or cinema-like experiences.

from seek

understanding the medium: Jujube/cinematography, the Cinematic

production of the image: Objectivity

relationship with theories

essay #2

practice

Jujube/practice