Jujube/voor-assessment

TODO

• add photo to garage cafe performance

• files
  • jullie clip, still
  • seek clip, still
  • floorplan still
  • lara (edited with new shots) trailer
  • mia trailer
  • amy trailer

Crucial to this assessment is your capacity not just to show your successful projects, but your ability to reflect on points of improvement - in other words, the ability to talk about your failed experiments, and what you have learned from them, is just as important as speaking about what worked and why...Essential in each of the integrated assessments, however, are your own developing criteria, which are specific to your practice and essential to your abilities as an independent practitioner... Any integrated assessment will take the specificities of your own practice into account, and will also ask which criteria you have developed for your own work and how you have employed them in taking decisions in developing your practice.

05.02.19

Su,

I used to, perhaps still am, obsessed with the precision of words.

If someone misuses a word, I get annoyed. You can count that as a fact.

But then, when it comes to an idea, I am the opposite of precise.

I become very vague.

Is that how I seek refuge?

My distrust towards the world.

But how can I move the world if I cannot trust it?

This is my dilemma.

essay #1

iffr favorites

thoughts from iffr

notes from a talk with David

jullie reflection

seek

a feeling, Zumthor, phenomenology

home (in progress)

what I have read, becomes part of me

unrealized experiments

floorplan

sites

camera tools

24.03.19

I am notating, writing, discussing, organizing, editing, shooting, baking:

feminist film theory, my own position against (or within) it, my discomfort (but also disdain, rather haphazardly), an event of a collective in formation/meetings with people I want to make into moving image, footage of someone else, my own footage, bread.

I keep telling myself to keep calm and give myself the permission to pause. So far it seems to work — as long as I am not overworked — I feel okay. But perhaps I am turning one obsessiveness into another, which is now more obviously work, a durational performance that is too coded for others and not that transparent to myself.

How do you answer that question now — what do you do?

Ingredient list✴︎

performance

applying, communicating, meeting, performance, meeting, shooting✻

Jujube/collective

instigating, meeting, writing, communicating, meeting

Jujube/miard-collaboration-notes

taking chance, meeting, writing, communicating, meeting, editing

✴︎all concoctions contain meetings

✻on my own or with recruited and trusted help

developing criteria & evolving practice

I am becoming acutely aware of the medium I choose. I choose the moving image, and am creating for the cinema or cinema-like experiences.

from seek

understanding the medium: Jujube/cinematography, the Cinematic

production of the image: Objectivity

relationship with theories

essay #2

practice

Jujube/practice