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- jullie clip, still
- seek clip, still
- floorplan still
- lara (edited with new shots) trailer
- mia trailer
- amy trailer

05.02.19

Su,

I used to, perhaps still am, obsessed with the precision of words.

If someone misuses a word, I get annoyed. You can count that as a fact.

But then, when it comes to an idea, I am the opposite of precise.

I become very vague.

Is that how I seek refuge?

My distrust towards the world.

But how can I move the world if I cannot trust it?

This is my dilemma.

notes from a talk with David about current project

what I have read - - - the past is now

unrealized

empathy through autobiography, autobiography through documentary

h o m e

24.03.19

I am notating, writing, discussing, organizing, editing, shooting, baking:

feminist film theory, my own position against (or within) it, my discomfort (but also disdain, rather haphazardly), an event of a collective in formation/meetings with people I want to make into moving image, footage of someone else, my own footage, bread.

I keep telling myself to keep calm and give myself the permission to pause. So far it seems to work — as long as I am not overworked — I feel okay. But perhaps I am turning one obsessiveness into another, which is now more obviously work, a durational performance that is too coded for others and not that transparent to myself.

How do you answer that question now — what do you do?

Menu of Making✴︎


 performance
applying, communicating, meeting, performance, meeting, shooting✻
Jujube/collective
instigating, meeting, writing, communicating, meeting
Jujube/miard-collaboration-notes
taking chance,  meeting, writing, communicating, meeting, collaborating honestly

✴︎contains meetings
✻on my own or with recruited and trusted help

I am becoming more acutely aware of the medium I choose. I choose the moving image, and am creating for the cinema or cinema-like experiences. I continue to develop an understanding towards:

the medium: Jujube/cinematography, the Cinematic
and production of the image: Objectivity

relationship with theories: essay #2

practice: Jujube/practice

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