User:Mirjam Dissel/30th of October 2011

I was walking down the street with my friend Femke. I was holding my bike. Later I returned to a home with somebody who completely adored her, and bugged me about it. I can't really remember, it was very weird.

I dreamed about entering a house, there was something about the entrance triggering a trap and trying to avoid it. I remember dreaming about some sort of swamp in the mountains and going to the train in my hometown, which in my dream was at the beginning of the mountain. This is also close to where the boat was under the bridge in the dream from ** of october, where I shot the boys. Also, where the mountains are and where the trainstations is, the trip from the dream on ** of october was too.

I dreamed about setting up an installation in one room of an old school. With other people. It reminded me of a dream I once had about gymclass and the changing rooms. Before the summer we set everything up, so after the summer we could plug and play. After the summer every tv and computer had been put away, so we had 30 min to set everything up again. A teacher told me I had to help out a guy (who was some guy I had a major crush on when I was in high school), I helped him out because he was stressed, but I was worried I didn't have enough time for my own stuff. I think he liked me now, but I don't feel anything for him anymore. So I liked how we could be normal and friends with each other, that felt really nice, some sort of acknowledgement? Of course I didn't have enough time for my own television installation and I told the teacher 'fuck it' because I knew it would happen and I was pissed because I had foreseen everything, but everybody though they knew better and wouldn't listen, and now they were mad at me for not being ready, while I listened to their advise on how to set up.