User:Mirjam Dissel/22th of October 2011

open field with little huts around the centre, some sort of bright star crashing down in the middle of the open middle field and I'm right there. Trying to find my sister across?

visiting my parents, their fridge is amazing, double layer doors (first you close one, then the other on top of that), on the inside there's hooks for stuff to hang, there's a cool print inside, it's more like a cupboard. i'm mixing basil for eggplant rolls, but it comes out watery. my dad has some green stuff left, already mixed from another time, with almond shave on top, it's all over the table. they bought a cake to celebrate, it's made of star shapes laying half on top of each other. but it has salmon. my dad says there is one piece without, just for me, but there isn't. i'm very disappointed. they try, get my hopes high and then fail by buying something silly as a salmon filled cake, thinking there would be a piece I could eat. my sister dyed her hair in black yellow pink and blue. I find a wig piece like it.

I'm at a seminar, there's a toilet scene, I think it's some sort of boarding school?

I'm at a party, back from where the world ended. The floor is wood, light. all the guests are posh and don't really mind me. I'm just there because I have nowhere to go and the host takes care of me. She's preparing for a speech at a school about her daughter, Wendy, a girl I used to know in elementary. I'm looking for a sink in the tables in the living room and finally find one in the kitchen. The girl who is doing something there moves aside for me and I start drinking and putting water all over my face, carefully avoiding my make up. My arms are all the way down in the water, I need to feel liberated, but somebody needs something and is reaching for it over me, pushing me down in the water and I totally freak out. Crying I walk over to the host and she comforts me. After all I've been through this is tipping me over the edge.

The next day we go to the school and we sit at a table in the director's office, she opens her suitcase to show me the material she's going to show about her daughter. I'm thinking I should have given her the picture I have of her daughter playing school soccer in elementary. The fancy people walk in and the presentations reveals itself to be about something else, the director grabs my host by the throat and everybody starts glowing with fire in another color.

In another scene I'm walking in a toy shop looking, there's a toy where you have to look through a glass and when you push buttons you can launch a little analog man, that needs to collect digital round targets in the sky. Another set of toys were shaped like a bell, but you could push the top handle and then from the bottom you could see this 3D thing happening, very futuristic scenes. I think every time something else would happen, all the pieces were part of a bigger game, like pawns or game cards.