For now
look back to my path: before PZI all my work is concentrate on my inner world. how to transfer imply
there are no much research behind it. i create works with my intuition, following with asking myself why and where i have this emotion and experience. after several years, i start to del my own experience and emotion have huge connection and influenced by out side world…
at the beginning i experience crisis when i face it. i scared all my inspiration will be distorted by my surroundings . pureness and isolation is the right way to produce work..
i suffered from my old methodology , i relies i should inspired and find a way to built a bridge between my inner world and outside world . instead refused the world… that is how my bachelor graduation work come from… regeneration.. viewer walk through the tunnel of installation while they getting close to my image.. it scattered and regenerate.
now i am more interested in how to communication to outside world
struggle and confusion: 1,should i tell my own story or interoperate others story? 2,narrative or abstraction?
3,how to express myself through abstraction image..(using sound to construct the narrative?)
current interest. and inspiration/
1,my experience of underground tunnel in vienna. darkness and light and mediate
when we under a condition without seeing anything…our brain no use to it. you will away see images. ambiguous. imaginative shapes… i wonder where are those images come from/
2about sound 万物(象)发声。万象 万物means every matters(physical material) in this universe. 万象means optical illusion. everything we see is light and image, subjetive illusion.
about objective and subjective. the world for me never be 1oo% objective, everyone see thing differently remember thins differently.
everything is image is optical illusion is subjective. changes depends on your mood and knowledge.
key words
1,fragment, ambiguous
2,perception sensation.
3,lose sense of reality, overload,illusion delusion mediated reality…memories
4,in between(identify physical location)
5, langue meaning words playing speaking langue as a musical instrument.
my experiment of force to communicate in different langue(in the concision of don't understand each other ) for half an hour. the content and communication sometime fit sometimes totally different. what if own left with physical gesture and face expression. what we can read or understand out of it? what if the meaning of a peaking langue was taken away? we are so rely on the visual and langue. that's the main ability we have to perceive the world. if we under a condition that no long could rely those sense. then what will happened? the world will be different?
about imaginative reality,,
one of my favourite writer Shen Congwen, his fiction story about his hometown fenghuang county.. while he write the book, he is living in beijing. all the characters stories was built upon his memory.. when he went back to his hometown once. he relies the town is totally different than the town in his memory.
questions: how our memory filter reality.. how to create a new world basic on the real. this could link back to facing mediated reality today.
(i been away from my home country for one year. in nether land i consider myself as a stranger outsider observer. my home and root is somewhere else..however when being away for real long time. all the people i use to know is changing in real world. however in my brain they frozen as the moment i left.. i imagine if i go back to china to my city to my family to my friend. i will have huge impact to sense the different, may be to them i am a stranger too. i am afraid eventually i will end up nowhere, belongs to nowhere, i believe that's a result of living in between/)
practical
interest:
image and sound.(film media?) light and shadow small physical material(dust?) visual dairy(book of documentation of transfer physical material and image into sound and the story of the material and image)