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| =Eleanor's Workshop=
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| I think the best kick off for school was Nor's workshop. It was a confusing day, overloaded with `needs`. Need to figure out where the academy is; the need to find the lab; the need to communicate and the need to find a place of comfort I guess. So when we started talking about our needs and other peoples' needs outloud, they suddenly became real and them quickly unimportant as well.
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| It was a relief to seperate that days needs, putting them in order and taking action about it.
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| In the other hand, it was very interesting to be intimate and vulnerable with strangers (classmates) who will then become friends. I guess it was a good icebreaker because knowing how to identify someones needs or feelings is such a privelage and intimate experience.
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| Seeing how everyone felt similiar when they are distressed made the feeling of stress itself very funny :) So what if we feel shaky and have a stomach ache: we're in this together and we're owning our shit.
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| On the personal side, it made me think about stoicism and the ways to talk to someone who finds fighting is their way of communicating. How to avoid being heartbroken + how to understand that some things cant be controlled. I found this similiar to my relationship with Turkey. I feel like its always a fight and struggle where I try to communicate my needs in my way but cant seem to reach anywhere. so when I tried to make a map of the other side's needs, it turned out so far away then mine :)
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| Another thing was the fact that I was working on being angry. Because at some point last year, I realised that I never raised my voice to anyone or was truly angry. This was because at the moment I felt angry, I justified the other persons needs and tied them to their action and was not angry anymore. They were raised that way, they had a bad day, they learnt to communicate in that way etc. But what I realized in the workshop, different than what I have been working with myself was that what I thought was empathy is actually justification. There is no limit to empathy but just because you are empathizing with someone doesnt mean you have to accept their actions.
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| =Special Issue 19-How Do We Library That?= | |
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| ==Sesh#1==
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| pad:https://pad.xpub.nl/p/SP19_22-09-19
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| =Prototyping=
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| pad:https://pad.xpub.nl/p/SI19-prototyping-1
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| =Research methods= | |
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| pad:https://pad.xpub.nl/p/LeGuinAcaciaSeeds
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