Version 1
Zero
the last number invented
here I am, just an anus.
an insertion ports
the invisible garden
the corner of our cruising
the unlit room in the club
becoming flowers and wild boars
making love with Arabs
May '68 taught us to read the writing on the walls
there is no wine, candles, or roses
but everything flourishing in the darkness
the negative space of being
I am the moon, shadow, passivity.
I am female, African, Middle Eastern, underclass, terrorist.
put a pencil in the hand of a masturbator
Couples are the greatest violence and empire.
I refuse - the silent tango comes to an abrupt halt.
happy (not) together
between being and (non) being
(non) definition
(non) future
(non) ontological position
between zero and one
before fiat lux
before language
before senses
before the before
before after fiat lux
before after that before
no vagina
no penis
hole
whole