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Hello, my name is Chaeyoung(채영). You can also call me Chae. | Hello, my name is Chaeyoung(채영). You can also call me Chae.<br> | ||
I'm from Seoul, South Korea. | I'm from Seoul, South Korea. | ||
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*I get excited quite easily. | *I get excited quite easily. | ||
- I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber | - I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber<br> | ||
- I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight | - I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight<br> | ||
- I get excited seeing spider web after rain | - I get excited seeing spider web after rain<br> | ||
- I get excited when I strange but cute objects | - I get excited when I strange but cute objects <br> | ||
- etc. | - etc. <br> | ||
[[File:Cucumber.jpg|150px|sweat/tear of cucumber?!]] | [[File:Cucumber.jpg|150px|sweat/tear of cucumber?!]] | ||
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In some cases, if I'm the one who is making someone feel uncomfortable, I think about that a lot in my head, play that situation over and over again in my head, and fall into this negative self-doubting area. I care about others and sometimes I care too much about how ppl see me. This scares me. That ppl might think about me that I'm not good enough or I'm a selfish ego-centric person, full of shit haha.. | In some cases, if I'm the one who is making someone feel uncomfortable, I think about that a lot in my head, play that situation over and over again in my head, and fall into this negative self-doubting area. I care about others and sometimes I care too much about how ppl see me. This scares me. That ppl might think about me that I'm not good enough or I'm a selfish ego-centric person, full of shit haha.. | ||
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I guess that is why I am into cute aesthetics. The cute aesthetic is, in my opinion, an international language, and an aesthetic that is very democratic. I apply and yield the power of cuteness a lot in my life and I want to use that power more carefully and use it in a more alternative way. | I guess that is why I am into cute aesthetics. The cute aesthetic is, in my opinion, an international language, and an aesthetic that is very democratic. I apply and yield the power of cuteness a lot in my life and I want to use that power more carefully and use it in a more alternative way. | ||
Revision as of 11:15, 25 October 2021
Hello, my name is Chaeyoung(채영). You can also call me Chae.
I'm from Seoul, South Korea.
- I get excited quite easily.
- I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber
- I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight
- I get excited seeing spider web after rain
- I get excited when I strange but cute objects
- etc.
Being excited by pretty much everything can be a problem because when I'm at 95% energy level and if the counterpart does not feel the same, I find that this person gets overwhelmed sometimes. Also, I can be stubbornly stuck in my own head which is not helpful to solving the problem.
Oh, and I am easily affected by others feelings. For example, when someone seems like she/he is not feeling happy about something, or is in a bad mood, I pick up that energy quite easily and get affected by it.
In some cases, if I'm the one who is making someone feel uncomfortable, I think about that a lot in my head, play that situation over and over again in my head, and fall into this negative self-doubting area. I care about others and sometimes I care too much about how ppl see me. This scares me. That ppl might think about me that I'm not good enough or I'm a selfish ego-centric person, full of shit haha..
I guess that is why I am into cute aesthetics. The cute aesthetic is, in my opinion, an international language, and an aesthetic that is very democratic. I apply and yield the power of cuteness a lot in my life and I want to use that power more carefully and use it in a more alternative way.