User:Senka/a bas nije da nas nikad nije bilo

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Meetings with Ana Milić

  • her reseach on post-yugoslav queer and migrant oral histories
  • the things we've discussed in the interview
  • resources she shared with me:

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Research questions

  • What would be a queer Balkan history, what has been forcefully forgotten along the way?
  • Which forgotten queer Balkan histories would help us imagine the future differently?
  • How could one dig up what has already been there, queer and hiding in plain sight, to counter the narrative of queerness being something that is inherently Western?
  • More broadly how can one counter homo nationalist queer narratives that posit the west as a the source of queerness and other country as a source of backwardness?
  • What do a local queer culture and a queer vocabulary look like when they are not forcefully copy pasted from western queer pop culture?
  • How has the conception of national identities influenced the attitude towards queer identities?

3D explorations

Liminality
Previous readings that posit the Balkans as a place that could not self identify, but is liminal because it was identified by larger global forces.
Pool

I wanted to get a bit better at making scenes (lighting, textures, etc) so I modeled and rendered a pool.
I followed this tutorial by intranet whom I love >>>[1]
Airport

Pioner dool

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Printers

Godot

Alessia and I made a page dedicated to learning Godot and sharing what we've found> [2]

The history

So far I've looked into:

  • Pagan / pre-christian times
  • Ottoman empire times
  • Yugoslavia (from kingdom to socialist republic to dispersal)
  • Post-yugo time


Thought
So far I've found quite a bit which seems to be a layer upon layer of blame. During the ottoman empire, queer practices were seen as a violent ottoman legacy, that was enforced through rape and abduction. In the beginning stages of communist uprising, queerness was perceived as a sign of the bad influence of the bourgeoisie. As far as the pre-christian era, there is little to nothing to be found on this topic. Generally, records are scarce, and the Balkans was never a region preoccupied with record-keeping (unlike colonial powers).
So what now, when I've combed through, and mostly found violence and blame of larger forces for the existence of people who are everywhere around the world.
There is also something to be said about the fact that queer as an identity came way later, in the past it was often seen as a thing that happens, rather than a thing that you are, an identity..

Different ways to interact with a screen

Ideas

Презентација у дрегу?

Tangents

  • liminality on deciding on a region