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My goal for this year was to draw as much inspiration as possible from seminars, to undertake numerous assignments and projects where I could both expand my commercial network and elaborate on my own ‘vision’, and ultimately embark on a project where I could apply my vision and skills as a director of photography. This journey began with the kickoff of the EYE Research Labs, which I’ll discuss more later because it was a major inspiration for me. With no specific guidelines, I was challenged to create a prototype of a final short film of about 3 minutes within 2 weeks. I immediately gravitated towards a topic that I haven’t let go of to this day: TIME. Time is everywhere and nowhere. It’s something we’re obsessed with or forget entirely. The link with time is the one we leave behind and store in our memories, often leaving them untouched and gradually letting them fade into the past. This past tense is hidden/stored in our memories, which I see as small puzzle pieces that each of us shapes as humans, thus giving color to our perspectives on things.

Emotional realism is a concept I was introduced to during my final year at HKU, and it’s something I will never let go of. It concerns the emotional journey or arc of characters in connection with their psychology and motivations. Emotional realism is what comes closest to the real world in film, yet at the same time, it doesn’t. For the viewer, this is the closest they come because, like any individual, they experience things in their own world, through their own lens, creating their own ‘truth’. This ‘realism’ is therefore far removed from ‘actual reality’, if we can even speak of such a thing.

Returning to EYE Research Labs, our class was challenged to create a prototype of a short film within two weeks. As I mentioned earlier, the topic of ‘time’ was something that deeply intrigued me, and I quickly had a visual idea in mind. This visual idea stemmed from my encounters with ‘tangible memories’ in recent times, specifically old slide photographs. Not just any old slides, but slides of complete strangers. You see, sometimes bins full of these items can be found in thrift stores or markets. The idea that people essentially ‘discard’ their memories from the past and likely no longer attach any value to them lingered in my mind as a perplexing question. I was personally captivated by these images; I could gaze at them endlessly, so I decided to take some home with me. Subsequently, I called my parents to inquire whether they still had any of these slides. I was fortunate; they had three boxes full of slide photographs, a slide viewer, and a projector all gathering dust somewhere in the basement. My father and I began to look through the slides, and just like in the thrift store, I couldn’t tear my eyes away from them. Once again, I was almost hypnotised by these small photographs, which I like to call ‘frozen memories’. I noticed that something truly special happened to my parents as they looked back at these photos; there was a kind of vitality that I don’t see in people when they look back at vacation pictures, if they even bother to look back at them at all (which is another topic I’ll address later). But it wasn’t just my parents experiencing this sense of vitality as they looked back at their own memories; I experienced it too. As a complete stranger to both the depicted scene and the people in the old slide photographs, I began to relive this frozen memory. This experience inspired me greatly and only fueled my fascination with ‘time’, particularly in the past. I visualised this reliving experience in my short film, Slideshow. In this film, I visualized my own experience of looking at these frozen memories. My emotional realism is thus evident here. In the film, we see several of the slide photographs that I purchased from a thrift store or received from my parents. I selected a few where I felt as if I was being hypnotized while looking at them.  While observing these ‘frozen memories’, I felt both confined and remarkably free as a spectator. Watching these ‘frozen memories’ momentarily halted ‘time in the real world’ for me, yet allowed ‘time’ in this ‘frozen world’ to progress. It felt like hypnosis, as if this small window came to life, and I, as a curious voyeur, peered into the lives of these individuals. Very little seemed to happen, yet simultaneously, a great deal unfolded. A whole story unfolded in my mind. And because I wasn’t being directed but rather directing myself as I watched, my imagination ran wild.  I could haunt the frozen memory like a spirit and take a glimpse into a moment from the past at any point in time. I was a free spectator, and it truly felt that way. ‘It was okay.’ I experimented with color, light, and camera composition in each slide. In this way, I translated the feeling and the story that unfolded within me into the visuals. It’s in these small details here, but these small things have made me incredibly warm and curious about bigger things. Bigger things that I was also searching for.

The third goal, and perhaps the most important goal on my 'list of goals,' was to undertake a larger project where I could apply my vision and skill as a D.O.P. And then, the collaboration for: WAIT FOR NOW came about.

When my first documentary, Born to be Alive, premiered in September of last year, I got in touch with Noemi Bär, a Dutch filmmaker with a background of 4 years at the New York Film Academy. We decided to sit down together and discuss our own and each other's work. We quickly realized that our visions aligned closely, and we decided to further develop the script, which was still nameless at the time and which Noemi had already started, into the script for Wait for Now.

Wait for Now. "How strong the feeling can return from when you first saw and met someone is when the moment arrives to bid each other goodbye. In the film "Wait for Now," you are taken along as you simultaneously go back in time to the conversation between Giulia (Italy) and Reinier (Netherlands), who 'accidentally' met in a nightclub in Elst, Netherlands, and decide to spend the night together, in which they not only get to know each other but also themselves. And as their conversations flow and they grow closer to both themselves and each other, they also increasingly approach the moment when they will part ways."

I was and still am very passionate about the subject of 'time' and also searching for a project, or someone with a story, where I could use my visual vision as a translation. When Noemi was not only looking for someone who could visually translate her ideas but also for someone with whom she could give the story an additional twist, both in terms of content and in co-writing, everything fell into place, and the project Wait for Now began to take shape.

The film Wait for Now takes us back in time. Back in time because as the film progresses, we get to know the characters better and better. And you truly get to know someone when you know where they come from. By choosing this narrative approach, the entire film becomes a memory, and a memory is made up of a feeling. In Wait for Now, we convey this feeling not only through dialogue; in fact, the story is told through emotional realism and its visual translation. In this project, I can therefore apply the techniques I learned during EYE Research Labs in a large-scale film project, the project I was searching for.