Notes by Clara (25/01/23)

What have you been making

This past weeks I have been mainly been editing a short 4 mins video, for a presentation at the Eye museum. In the video I used an audio recording of a friend from several years ago. Combined with another language being visuals. Energetic video, partially violent.

Starting point when working with Yalou, finding new methods that make one feel good. Sharing a conversation. Private female conversations and stories. Where one can find several layers. The have not been seen as important. Now in the second film the conversation is the main point.

Connecting audio recording as letters. Similar feeling. Listened to recordings and focussed on audio talking about feeling good in relation to creative expression and sexuality. The way she speaks being very intriguing.

A new way of reflecting on conversations ans how to visualise them. Something in the act of sharing a private moment.

Dislocating the nature of a conversation. Connected to playfulness. Change the context, playing with it. The conversation itself does not change, but the framework. Gives a feeling of freedom to try different formal aspects, move around and mix

What do you want to do next

Reflect more. Now is time for reflection, reading and writing. Feminism in history. Female voices. How were women silenced. Start a diary again.

Practically speaking; continue editing and find another way to approach the same video. Playing with the choreography of video and the subtitles. Realised, that there are many aspects. Did not want subtitles at first, but now changed mind. Importance of accessibility that should always be present. reflect on this aspect. I would like to address that always having to be there.

Work in recording studio, speak directly to images in an absurd way. Develop this more. Reflect more on interested in this.

Why do you want to focus on that

Feel a need to explore more the visual language in editing. making different versions of the same video. Share it with others in the master. Which can help as an exercise. How does the rhythm, the visuals work. How does it function to show a video of a foreign language.

Technically and content.

Time of rest after finishing a work and take time to reflect. So much has happened as you were just focussed on doing. Find unconscious/impulsive choices and look at those now. Different languages being actual languages bur also visual languages.

need to study for that more to get in depth. But yes, language is important.

Would like to approach everything with humour.

How do different languages speak to each other.

Notes for the Eye (nov-dec 2022)

# PEEPHOLE

I can't see well, as if I've fallen asleep, I'm not wearing my glasses, I'm waking up, I'm in a dream.
Different places where the image is articulated
Microscopic image

# TRICKERY / RECOGNITION / STRANGENESS
hiding something in plain sight
a play with the surrounding of the message
a journey to the recognition of the format
in what I'm telling you I'm already telling you something (to influence the rhetoric of the image?)
directing an intimate message to the audience is also a trickery
why do you want to confuse the viewer?

# "THE SUBJECTIVE MEDIATOR"

Something of what I say has to do with her, my character is imbued in what I say. It is transformed with each modification.  
There is a translation of the message that travels in time
Like someone who paints a portrait because he likes it, very personal.

# EPISTOLARY SENSE

A message that transforms itself and is transmitted again
A perfect dramaturgy
The material is like a photo
The beginning of a story
There is a transcription 
Interview with a writer

# SYNESTHESIA

Mental images
The image is not a translation but it is a mattress
Synchronized sound
Rhythm, plastic resource synesthesia

# META

The nature of light has blurred edges where you cannot see well
A journey into format recognition
In what I tell you I already tell you something
Format recognition
"Message recognising its medium"
In black: travel to the bottom of the ocean where light is lost

Notes after tutorials (January 23)

# about male gaze
# cinema as an ambiguous image
# intimate archive, stories that have never created "history"
# random archive as universal, anonymous material

# about subtitles:
as extra elements that create content
about its hierarchy: visuals as primary element and speech as second element ?
subtitles as hints
look for a balance

# detailed, precise, demanding
# decision about losing some meaning
# the visuals feel quite confidence
# the way she speaks is informal, but not sure about the receiver
# about an internal process / journey
# about accesibility:
coreography, switches of the attention, timing and pace, the question: what is my compromise?; talking about "Looking for horses", also what is the main quality?
all the languages have political implications

# I am creating my own language, new definition, about defining and redefining
# about translation
# the need of define the work for my self, referring back, fundamentally concerned

# it would be also interesting to expand and look for other ways of engagement
# the performative as a gesture, requires action
# think about the multiple outcomes
# talking about the device

References

Martin Arnold
Veronica Jansen (lo ambiental, situaciones creadas, climáticas, algo monumental - pero también "le flou artistique" = lo borroso artístico, no precisamente bueno)
Test Bechdel
Gloria Ansaldua (autohistorias)
Carole Schniemann (buscar en ubu web)
Omer Fast
Laure Prouvost
Norman McLaren

Concepts

Aischrologia leading to catharsis (purification of the soul): women free to express the weird noises only on behalf of the city
Sophrosyne is a combination of moderation, self-control, and temperance. This ancient virtue can act as a guide to better manage our emotions.
Switch in private - public space
"Agonistic pluralism" by Chantal Mouffe as a type of democracy that acknowledges the multiplicity of voices and values. (...) consensus cannot exist because that implicates forms of exclusion (...)
Hysteria
From antiquity female voices were associated with the inner body as un "ugly" form of articulation affecting the way women could speak in public up to the present day.
Association of female voices with bestiality, associated with direct emotional vocalization. The continuity of their speech, which connects their inside truths directly to the outside of their body is confusing for men
The idea of the continuity of speech that has been related to the two-mouthed female body, with "upper" and "lower" mouths. Breaking the dichotomy of the "inside" and the "outside" body, rational and irrational speech, embodied and disembodied voice.

First draft

Anne Carson: "A woman would expose her inside truths that were supposed to be kept private. "By projections and leakages of all kinds -somatic, vocal, emotional, sexual- females expose or expend what should be kept in" (Carson, 1996, pg. 129); this reveals society's fear of death, blood, darkness, birth and therefore, the female body (...) one of the principal characteristics of sound is its unique relationship with interiority. (...)

This past weeks I have been mainly editing a 4 mins video which will be shown at the Eye museum. In the video I used an audio recording of a friend from several years ago. Combined with another language being visuals. Energetic video, partially violent. Starting point when working with Yalou, finding new methods that make one feel good. SHARING A CONVERSATIONS, SO PRIVATE SPACE. Private female conversations and stories. Where one can find several layers. The have not been seen as important. Now in the second film the conversation is the main point.