Textonpractice2023

Part 1

Me and Sara talking, Arabella taking notes

He is okay.

What have you been making?

I've been busy with the eye film project. Which has taken me quite a lot of effort to reach the present stage and form. This project is the first step, and first experiment, in making something from the long term research that I've been doing since i've been here. The starting point is North Sentinel Island. This is basically the first step and also, it was important for me to step away from the island itself and realize that the island is not the core of the research. It is just the starting point. The island is a pretext for me to reflect on other topics which are mainly related to image making, image making technology and the implications of these things on our contemporary world. I am gradually shifting to different images, it started just with the island but now i'm trying to wok in a more associative way. It is related to the starting point, but now i'm bringing in stuff that isn't immediately related to the island - maybe it's to do with shapes or something else. This EYE film project is split into three stages, the first idea was not the way I wanted to make things as an artist. I then tried to deconstruct this because it had a really rigid structure.

What do you mean by deconstructing it?

It had a really rigid structure, with introduction and conclusion. I didn't want it to be so didactic and straightforward. It was relying too much on thoughts and subjects. I am not fully satisfied with the final project. But I will work further on this.

The whole idea of the piece was to compare, and bring together two apparently very different images. This was a scan of the Rothko painting from a book, and the images I took from Google Maps. I then staged these images, and built a set with them. I put them in relation, not just as a pure images. I wanted to show their medium and show how they circulate. This is actually the main subject of this research. I reflected on the implications of the mediums. I wanted to somehow bounce between the images themselves, and their mediated image.

What do you want to make next?

I want to make a lot of stuff. I want to continue with the island stuff. I want to create a sort of archive, my images are messy at the moment, not organized. So I want to find a way to catalogue. There is a lot of material and there are connections, but these connections are not obvious at the moment. I want to make these connections stable and clear, I know why the images are together and collected. But I want to make this more specific.

I will start writing then, about these connections.

And, on the side I want to shift a bit from this island subject. I want to develop some strategies (missed?). My old practice has quite a conceptual side, I want to merge this conceptual side with a more free form approach to images and sound. I want to work on thus relation between images, and sound.

What are the subject of these projects? Names?

Loss loss loss loss - is the name of one. This is a film of Jannes Makes called Loss Loss Loss. I downloaded I pirated the film. It took ages. And I thought as it was downloading imagining what would happen if the film was lost somewhere on the internet. This film was a diary of the artist's exile in New York. This resonated with me on a lot of levels. I wanted to connect this lost between (sorry someone was speaking couldn't hear).

The camera gets lost in the original film, and I wanted to make an edit with imagery from the digital internet. Cables. Hard drives.

Do you have another project?

Yes its called Pure Theory. It's a fragment of a video I made, it was a video of a performance I made. I was in Venice, there was a big political event that was happening. There was a helicopter in the sky, I zoomed in on the helicopter. A seagull then cuts across the frame. They are both flying objects. But the helicopter's way of flying is pure theory, a seagull (from nature) cannot fly this way. I don't know how to develop this, but one part of this could be referring to Leonardo Da Vinci's diary. He studied how bird flies, but then stopped around 1500 and then started thinking about making flying machines - which were pure theoretical.

Part 2

First draft of text on practice

Gathering material from previous sessions + trying to cover the following: what have you been making - how did you do it - relation to previous practice - what do you want to make next - why do you want to make it - relation to a larger context - references

(Text on Practice outline 2019-2020)

intention: outline the subject of my text on practice in a freewriting - stream of consciousness - fragmented way for now - to understand what it will be about - will later develop each topic/subject/fragment in a more extensive form

What I have been making

In the past few months my practice consisted mostly in carrying out a research project whose starting point was North Sentinel Island. Spent a lot of time gathering materials from various sources, mostly visual but also text.

Really focused on the island at the beginning, all the possible images and visual hints that I could find.

Then gradually realised that the island is not the core of the research but rather a starting point, a pretext or a catalyst to address wider topics which are my main research interests. Image making, technology of image making, image production, circulation, agencies, the role/position of humans in this.

My research is slowly shifting and opening up to much bigger questions, that the island alone can't answer.

(what are these questions? be more clear in my research interests topics directions)

Past month - EYE film project.

Explain what it is about, where it came from.

I ended up making 3 subsequent versions. Always using the same elements, but in different ways. Very essayistic at first, very rigid, very formal, very straightforward. I realised that it's not what I want to make as an artist. I then tried to deconstruct it. To make it more visual-centered and tried to convey my own thoughts and ideas through the images and the editing process. PLayed more wiht the movements of the images, their juxtapositions, with the color blue, the flickering. Deconstructed the text. From a voiceover it turned into a recollection of footnotes to the images and single words appearing in the center of the screen asking questions. Moved the revelation of the "names" of the two images - right at the begininning, in the middle, then eventually only at the end of the piece.

Partially achieved, feel I can work more on this piece and push it further along these lines. And will try to do so.

How did I do it

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Relation to my previous practice

(Same recurring topics and attitude, but need to develop them more)

What do I want to do next

Carry on my NS Island research by making an archive - find a meaningful/effective way to organize all the visual material that I already have and that I will gather in the future and make their connections more clear, explicit by writing about them. A preparatory work to a later stage of editing and making of a piece (my final graduate project maybe? I feel it will take some time and I don't want to rush it, I want to take all the necessary time to develop it fully)

1 or 2 images - re-edit, make new versions of it, use it as a playground to test and develop my language

Quite a lot of side projects in my mind- shorter/incidental pieces - some are old ideas, some are new, most of them are at the stage of intuitive fragments that have to be further developed. again use them as a playground to test and develop my language. feel the need to make shorter pieces along my main long term research - to keep myself going, to force myself in actually making something with an end - self imposing deadlines (1 per month?) might be useful

Re-edit dubai dispositif - previous graduate project - the concept is good, the form is not - even though it's an old project I still feel it's worth giving it a try - general intentions: make it more legible, reduce the amount of text by selecting the more meaningful parts, probably make it into a shorter but more effective piece. A self-imposed deadline? Submitting it to Architecture Film Festival Rotterdam 2023? (may 10th first deadline, may 31st extended deadline)

How do I want to work next (a personal manifesto for my practice?)

work in a more freeform - associative way

merge conceptual approach/attitude which I feel is at the core of my making (and my way of being in the world as well?), underlying everything I do

with a more freeform / """"contemporary"""" editing style

be specific, precise, rigorous, intentional but at the same time less elegant, less self-restrictive, less linear/structured, less didactic, less straightforward

sound wise - work more on it - I will be doing a residency of 10 days revolving on sound making, will be an occasion to reflect on this neglected yet very important part of my practice

think myself more as a video-artist then a filmmaker?

writing practice - always intend to write more, in two ways:

1 essayistic note-taking as self reflection on my work, use writing to make things clear toi me, to draw connection, to understand why I make stuff and what stuff to make

2 realised that text is important for me as a visual element on screen rather than just a voiceover running under images - fragmented textual elements in my video work as a visual elements along images and sounds - really want to develop text-image relation in my video work

keep better track of my practice by using the wiki in a more consistent way

Why do I want to make it

Because it's a way for me to read the world, to make sense of it, to understand and choose my positioning is it, my stance, my point of view. Might sound a bit selfish and/or arbitrary, but I feel it comes from an innate need

Relation to a larger context

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References

Currently trying to build a readlist-watchlist page on my wiki to keep track of what I read and watch, to understand how and from what references my practice is shaped, as well as to plan a more consistent and intentional research work.

Conceptual/structuralist filmmaking and artists in general + More contemporary video artists

understand their strategies, their weapons

TALK ABOUT MY FRAGMENTS - LAYERS PRACTICE

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ideas for TOP form

bullet list form

personal statement - manifesto for myself (as sara mgenhaimer in her interview) - mixing every dimension of my being an artist - methods, processes, protocols, intentions

lists of keywords - concepts

include my "statement"screenshots

THINKS/WORKS ON/WITH FRAGMENTS-LAYERS-EDGES

WHO AM I WRITING THIS TEXT FOR? IS IT FOR ME? OR FOR SOMEONE ELSE? I'D RATHER WRITE SOMETHING USEFUL FOR ME AND FOR MY FUTURE PRACTICE