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*I get excited quite easily.  
*I get excited quite easily.  
- I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber<br>
- I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber<br>
- I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight, in Japanese this sunlight is called 'Komorebi'<br>
- I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight, in Japanese this sunlight is called 'Komorebi(木漏れ日)'<br>
- I get excited seeing spider web after rain<br>
- I get excited seeing spider web after rain<br>
- I get excited when I strange but cute objects(a fork that gives you pinky, a cute cushion, dead from your sitting) <br>
- I get excited when I strange but cute objects(a fork that gives you pinky, a cute cushion, dead from your sitting) <br>
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[[File:Cucumber.jpg|150px|sweat/tear of cucumber?!]]
[[File:Cucumber.jpg|150px|sweat/tear of cucumber?!]]
[[File:木漏れ日(코모레비) Komorebi.jpg|111px|Komorebi]]
[[File:木漏れ日(코모레비) Komorabi.jpg|111px|Komorabi]]
[[File:Spider web after rain.jpg|125px|spider web after rain]]
[[File:Spider web after rain.jpg|125px|spider web after rain]]
[[File:A fork that gives u a pinky finger .jpg|150px|A fork that gives u a pinky finger]]
[[File:A fork that gives u a pinky finger .jpg|150px|A fork that gives u a pinky finger]]

Revision as of 12:07, 25 October 2021

Hello, my name is Chaeyoung(채영). You can also call me Chae.
I'm from Seoul, South Korea.
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  • I get excited quite easily.

- I get excited when cutting purple cabbages, carrots or cucumber
- I get excited when tree leaves shine under the crispy sunlight, in Japanese this sunlight is called 'Komorebi(木漏れ日)'
- I get excited seeing spider web after rain
- I get excited when I strange but cute objects(a fork that gives you pinky, a cute cushion, dead from your sitting)
- etc.

sweat/tear of cucumber?! Komorabi spider web after rain A fork that gives u a pinky finger cute cushion, dead by your sitting


Being excited by pretty much everything can be a problem.
This is because when I'm at 95% energy level and if the counterpart does not feel the same, I find that this person gets overwhelmed sometimes.
(Also, I can be stubbornly stuck in my own head which is not helpful.)

Oh, and I am easily affected by others feelings.
For example, when someone seems like she/he is not feeling happy about something, I pick up that energy quite easily and get affected by it.

In some cases, if I'm the one who is making someone feel uncomfortable, I think about that a lot in my head, play that situation over and over again in my head, and fall into this negative self-doubting area. I care about others and sometimes I care too much about how ppl see me. This scares me. That ppl might think about me that I'm not good enough or I'm a selfish ego-centric person, full of shit haha.. A screenshot image of a fabulous drag queen Katya's commercial

I guess that is why I am into cute aesthetics. The cute aesthetic is, in my opinion, an international language, and an aesthetic that is very democratic. I apply and yield the power of cuteness a lot in my life and I want to use that power more carefully and use it in a more alternative way.
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