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== /XPUB2/PROTOTYPING ==
== Hello, welcome tot 1 2 0 2 4 3mester2  XPUB  -----> QUILTING AS AN INFRASTRUCTURE ==   
    
 
13-11-24 I just had my talk with Michael yesterday and I feel like I have stuff everywhere. From which I have to grab the best parts and divide them into what I want put in the thesis (outline) and the project (proposal).  
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WORDS FLOATING AROUND       
 
(((I AM NOT SURE ABOUT THE PROPER ANSWER SO THIS IS ANSWERED INTUITIVELY)))
 
 
== Quiltgame exercise ==
marloes:  '''write an entry in the word quilt together with your editorial team (or if teams don't overlap anymore, with your game team), about the game world you have in mind! Before thinking about game rules, objectives, etc. try to imagine the world!'''
 
When the visitors/players enter your game, what kind of world do they step into?
 
The people step into a world that is situated in their actual world. As an annotated version, a lens OR a few lenses / stations. The space is a something that places our research, conversations and findings in a slight satirical / ironic / --- layer.
 
 
 
What does it look like (colors, space, hues, atmosphere), are there sounds, smells, other sensations? What kind?
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* ~!!!! IMPORTANTSELFNOTEPOEM
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] ONE THING AFTER THE OTHER.</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] THERE ISSTILL TIME.</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] YOU WANT TO HAVE EVERYTHING DONE BY YESTERYEAR AND YOU PUT A BIG PRESSURE ON YOU</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] DONT BREATHEN'T</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] DO THE THINGS BY THINGS AND THEN YOU SHARPEN</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] DOUBT ONLY IS GOOD WHEN CRITICAL AND PREPARED, DOUBT IS NOT GOOD WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING DOUBTABLE</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] WRITE IT OFF, WALK IT OFF, WORK IT OFF AND PROCEED.</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* <code>''<sub><small>'''<u>[X] EVERYBODY IS CONFUSED, IT IS ALL FINE AND THE HECTICITY IS STARTING BUT ALSO PART OF IT.</u>'''</small></sub>''</code>
* ~~!!!!!!!!
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I believe the aesthetics of an 'internet café' towards the classic mario overwhelming worldmaps elements (having a 'saturated) with a non-linear crossover map between the topics. It mocks the typical silicon valley / server / data center. aesthetic and gives lenses towards actual processes.


<s><br /></s>


Possible aesthetical influences differ from text based to early video text based (Roberta Williams) games to more modern ideas as the stanley parable and as said before silicon valley related. [https://www.smartdc.net/nl/datacenters/locaties/rotterdam/ From hip start up to servers].
== /XPUB2/PROTOTYPING/COLLOQUIUM/ ==
https://pad.xpub.nl/p/prototyping-colloquium-lorenzo 
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we could use sounds as the imminent server space as a soundscape and have bleeps
==== ''<u>REFLECTING:</u>'' ====
It is now 3,5 weeks ago since the colloquium. There was an interesting method I (subconsciously) started to develop.  Asking the questions


<syntaxhighlight lang="qvto">
"Search for examples of city planning / marketing / maintenance of the city/village/township where you are from*"
collect img / promises / memories                    
then.......
ask yourself / eachother "how does -location- relate to you as the inhabitant*?"
aaand thennn 
ask yourself / eachother "how do you relate to -location-?"


Physics as in real life or different? 
*free interpretation ofcourse, whatever feels the most comfortable
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</syntaxhighlight>


====== ''  This part was the most exciting to share because the reactions were interesting:'' ======


The physics in the game / area are met with the confines of reality. Instead of thinking about gravity, think of the weight of information as the load of the player.  
=== Bernadette & Rosa https://pad.xpub.nl/p/prototyping-colloquium-lorenzo-2 ===
<blockquote>
> Rotterdam and Riesa


> they looked at merchandise and marketing


What/who inhabits this world?
''Marketing is produced outside of the marketed city. Rotterdam has popular merchandise''
----IDK
''Riesa uses German mythological creatures and story to profile its city.'' 


# ''"No strong feelings against city marketing.  Marketing is not known to address a city's issues. Promoting a city doesn't hide its issues."''
# ''City Marketing is a very subjective perspective on a city, optimistic so it sells better ofcourse.'' 
</blockquote>


=== Anita & Riviera https://pad.xpub.nl/p/lorenzo-colloquium-anita-and-riviera ===
<blockquote><u>'''> Anita looked at the city of Treviso, Italy on its own and its digital entrance'''</u>


''Anita: there seems to be restricted access to the website unless you currently live there, but you can also log in with social media. The information behind this barrier is none. There is a live stream of one of the main squares of the city you can watch''


Are there objects, plants, trees and animals or is it an abstract world of ideas and symbols?
''I think it is quite hard for me to be critical and analyse Treviso now, as I have not lived there for 5 years and am lacking a lot of information of living there now. I am a tourist when I go back and so much has changed since I moved away. I remember there being quite a lack of cultural activities and specifically activities for teenagers that did not involve drinking or just hanging out in the 'loggia dei cavalieri' or 'buranelli'''
----the objects as far as I know will communicate with the elements of the word quilt entries.


'''<u>> Riviera focussed more on city planning and criteria via the official channels</u>'''


''Context: the planning process in the UK is longwinded and complex. There are a lot of slow-moving parts so it takes a long time to get anything done. Camden is a region in the North of London.''


Can players communicate with these and/or each other?
''There's a planning search tool (Currently in beta) where applications can be searched for according to the following criteria:''</blockquote>
----There could be a communication of some sort through ticket.
''Application Number / Applicant Name / Agent Name / Site Address / Street Name / Proposal Key Word / Ward / Application Type / Development Type / Status''
<blockquote>'''''Co-ordinates of planning in Camden Council'''''


''I would take account of listed properties, use cases, comments from the public, objections, proposals, opinions, agreements, appeals, communities, councils, parishes, areas of outstanding natural beauty, the greenbelt, the brownbelt, people who protest "Not in my back yard!"  and others who want to build absolutely nothing anywhere near anybody. And, of course, planning applicants who want planning permission.''</blockquote>


=== Wang, Alessia & Maria https://pad.xpub.nl/p/wam ===
<blockquote><u>'''> Maria looked at the pavements, ever changing town square per government change in Athens, Greece'''</u>


Does the world reveal itself immediately or do players unravel it's mysteries step by step?
''Touristic areas is treated differently (maintenance wise)''
----It's a non-linear space that is met with a server data-esque aesthetics when it comes to a (de)tour around the area.


''Floods in Athens because of problematic city planning''


'''''Proposed changes for livability:'''''


Or do the players construct the world themselves? Just to get you started.
''   1.  Create specific paths around the city for pedestrians, elderly people and people with disabilities or strollers and add a layer on (google) maps with these paths.''
----I think there is room for input, or that there will be because there is always space for errors and glitches.  


''   2. Allow pets on public transport''


'''<u>> Alessia looked at Venice, how tourism is, again, more important than maintenance</u>'''


''It's a sinking city, melancholic city.''


''The population is melancholic too.''


Don't worry about implementation of the world design when you write, in the end you can conjure up a universe in a text game so that should not be an obstacle :) If you have games in mind as reference, link to them!       
''It's not a city for anyone with any kind of disability, accesibility is not something the politics care about, the preservation of the city aesthetic is the most important thing.''


  random (re)mem(b)ory http://www.codemandments.com/
''High water, Syrens system for the high water, soundscape of the city, Demographic index of Venice population Depopulation, Disneyfication of the city ---> Venice is not disneyland, on social media as an archive of city memories and complaints. Venice is built on logs.''


== BUGS OF MISCONDUCT ==
'''<u>> Wang looked at ChongQing, analyzing its heights and depths, considering it is a mountain area city.</u>'''  
[[File:Mapping out the words in obsidian.png|thumb|Trying to map out words in Obsidian]]Walking around in the neighbourhood thinking and defining (counter)mapping I walk in this space that used to be a prison complex in the north of rotterdam, The area has changed into a hip area that flirts with truman show type of aesthetics. I have been thinking about the infrastructures and how things are not working in this city. I have many objections into city planning and I'm wildly attracted to ideas of who owns the city.


As I stroll my sunday gloom away, mending the shapes of spaces I read or hear something along the lines of Codes of Conduct, earlier today I was watching the sitcom parks and recreation, which is a based at a local government in America and the shows the bureaucracy ''sometimes.''
''ChongQing is a city in the East-South part of China, it is a city build on a mountain, some say ChongQing is a 8D city because all the roads, buildings streets are overlapping, sometimes when you get off from the 1st floor but you're actually at the 20st floor of another building.''


I am wrestling with my ideas on what I want to do and I am doing these things justice and or the right way.  
''It is a very interesting city for travel and food(where the hot pot comes from), but a nightmare for drivers and uber eats.''</blockquote>


A bubble came up in opposition to a Code of Conduct and I thought about Bugs of Misconduct.
=== Michel, Mania & Zuzu https://pad.xpub.nl/p/michel-mania-zuzu ===
<blockquote><u>'''> Mania looked at the promises of a better developed square in Warsaw'''</u>


Dividing the definitions:
''For so many years we have been waiting in promise for better development of the square in the very center of Warsaw. I remember growing up with this promise that museum of modern art will be build there. The first thing you see after leaving the central station is a huge parking lot. An exhibition hall was built on the Vistula River - intended to serve as a temporary museum.  And even though we finally have a museum in the center (it opens in October), the museum on the Vistula River remains -  cause it became an absolutely fantastic spot.''


<blockquote>
''In addition, Warsaw is full of advertisements that scream non-stop! There are also plenty of street markets and kitsch. Previously, I was annoyed by the lack of control and any restrictions regarding advertising and the onslaught of information in public spaces, but now, living in a country where the streets seem so perfect, I miss the kitsch present in my hometown.''
BUGS:


informal:  a harmful microorganism, typically a bacterium. "their ham was found to be contaminated with food bugs"


   an illness caused by a microorganism.
''If I could change something in my Home town I would definitely add more '''bike paths.''' I see its already improving but still I dont feel very safe cycling there.  That would be the first thing on my list. Once I was hit by a car while cycling in a pouring rain . But I have to admit that the rental bike Veturilo works great.''


   "he'd just recovered from a flu bug"


  


   Similar: illness, ailment, infection, disease, disorder, sickness, affliction, malady, complaint, upset, condition, infirmity, indisposition, malaise, bacterium, germ, virus, bacillus, microorganism. microbe. lurgy
'''<u>> Michel wrote about food in Taipei, Taiwan but also the mobility and overcrowdedness</u>'''


''Din Tai Fung based in Taipei, Taiwan. It is known internationally for its paper-thin wrapped xiaolongbao with 18 folds.''


an enthusiastic interest in something.


"they caught the sailing bug"
''I lived at the bottom of a steep hill. Every time I wanted to get to the center it took forever and I had to carry my bike up the hill. There is a better, less steep driveway that goes a little further, but there is no bicycle path and the road is quite narrow and uncomfortable among cars. However, going down a steep heel is great and I loved coming home along that route, accelerating to wild speed and screaming while going down.''




Similar: obsession, enthusiasm, craze, fad, mania, rage, passion, fixation, hobby, interest, pastime  thing
''Foe my perspectives, it would be nicer if there’s less population in Taipei. Now the estimated population is nearly 3 million(2,766,330) and the size is 271.80 km2 which is the similar size to Amsterdam(243.65 km2), but the population is only around 1 million (1,182,000). I've always struggle to live in a crowed city like this. Also there are too many motorcycles and cars in the city so the government doesn’t focus on the rights of pedestrians and bikers. I always feel unsafe when I cycling or walking on the streets in Taipei, perhaps it is one of the reasons for me in order to have a better lifestyles and living quality in other places.''


2.


North American
'''<u>> Zuzu described Shanghai, its temples and the urban development(or decay) and the tensions that could establish between the inhabitants</u>'''


a small insect.
''Jing'an Temple in Shanghai, situated in a highly coveted and expensive area of the city center, has preserved a Buddhist site amidst the urban sprawl. This has given rise to many urban legends, such as claims related to feng shui, with some believing that the temple's presence boosts the prosperity of the surrounding commercial district.''


"a thick green scum which crawls with bugs, centipedes, and worse"
''Strangely enough, in stark contrast, there's a saying that Shanghai has the most vibrant Halloween atmosphere in the world.''


h
''There is a growing need to establish boundaries between people, especially in public spaces. Perhaps this is something that can be cultivated, though I am not entirely sure how. People seem to clash so easily, quick to anger. The last time I stayed in Shanghai, I was there for barely a week, and I felt an overwhelming urge to escape. Maybe it was the summer heat—it magnified my senses, and I became more irritable, more sensitive to everything around me.''


Similar:
''At the same time, I long for it to lessen the political overtones—the large, slogan-like banners on the streets, the uniformity of shop signs. There’s a sense of rigidity in it all, a subtle pressure that lingers, making the everyday feel more controlled, less free.''</blockquote>


insect. flea. mite. midge. creepy-crawly, beastie, minibeast
=== Thijs & Victor https://pad.xpub.nl/p/oslo&duiven ===
<blockquote><u>'''> Victor viewed the buildings, international appeal, (re)branding'''</u>


3.
''A city with many faces?''


Entomology
''barcode – early 2000 financial district modern late capitalist vibe''


an insect of a large order distinguished by having mouthparts that are modified for piercing and sucking.
''this area is where a lot of new fancy architecture is being displayed, as it is right by the water it is kind of the face outwards of Oslo, or an attempt at this. this area is a bit touristy and not really a place most Oslo people hang out.''


4.
''prides itself in being a "environment-capital" – whatever that means..''


a concealed miniature microphone, used for secret eavesdropping or recording.
''to appeal to international business or something''


"they cleaned out the bugs and wiretaps"
''has pretty good public transport, but it has been a bit mis-managed, for example they redid the tram tracks like twice in 5 years because of new trams that were to heavy when for the tracks when they first renovated.''


h
''this is a bit typical I feel, that they undertake ambitious projects that always go over time and over budget''


Similar:
''poster making tool released in relation to overhaul of Oslo visual identity: which embraces flat illustration and very simplified geometric visuals.''


listening device, hidden microphone, receiver, transmitter, wire, wiretap, phone tap, tap, bugging device
''the rebranding caused a controversy regarding some lettering on a sports stadium''


5.
''slogan from the city herladic''


an error in a computer program or system.
''Unanimiter et constanter – «Enig og standhaftig». something like unified and resilient''


"a custom program we used developed a bug"
''old city with stone-age settlements''


h
''growing up in the suburbs of Oslo playing outside with immidiate vicinity to the forest was defining.''


Similar: fault, error, defect, flaw, imperfection, failing, breakdown, virus, glitch gremlin,  snarl-up
''has a strong sense of east/west division marked by the "Akers-elva" a river that was the epicenter of industry in the 1800's. Now adays most of the areas that used to be considered "rough" in the city pre 2000 have been heavily gentrified and is now the hippest trendiest most neo-liberal areas in particular "Grünerløkka"''


verb
<u>'''> Thijs dove into the municipality of Duiven, its portraits, planning, project renders, identity, mapping, weapon(shield?)'''</u>


verb: bug; 3rd person present: bugs; past tense: bugged; past participle: bugged; gerund or present participle: bugging
''Mix of old town (for a Dutch town this size) and 'quiet suburb from Arnhem', situated in an area with lots of rivers, and remnants of the Roman Limes (region is also called Liemers)''


   1.
''Sketch from Duiven from 1742''


   conceal a miniature microphone in (a room or device) in order to listen to or record someone's conversations secretly.
''Municipality Duiven consists of 3 towns, Duiven, Loo and Groessen''</blockquote>
''In zilver 3 duiven van azuur, de eerste bedekt door een vrijkwartier van keel, beladen met een karbonkel van goud en over alles heen een hartschild van zilver''
<blockquote>''In the last 10 years, the 'town center' has seen an overhaul, now called 'Vitaal Centrum' (funny as most people living in the center are elderly, and there are a lot of 'vitality centers' around. Part of these plans include 45 'sociale huurwoningen' for people ages 55+. Some humble bouwplannen near De Ploen 'Projectfasen' only have 1 phase''</blockquote>


   "their offices, homes, and telephones were bugged"
=== Notes I got from Manetta: ===
<blockquote>((Expressions of gratitude))<syntaxhighlight lang="f#">
Obsession/research/question


       record or listen to (a conversation) using a concealed microphone.
postcard utopianism
"best scenario"
city marketing


       "she fears that her conversations were bugged"
"where you come from": how does this city profile itself?
"what do you want to change": which axes do you want to add?


       h
athens: infrastructural tours
oslo: visual identity; we just copy paste a typeface everywhere, not adopt it to a specific place


       Similar:
- "collective jam session for research" nice
- pretty open session... intentionally?
- from the municipality pov... from the specific needs pov...
    - from which perspective do you speak?
        issue of time gaps, not living there anymore, .. interestingly brings up the specificness of perspective
        tourists (alessia), youth (anita), disabilities (maria), city marketing (bernadette), pets (maria), city design (victor/zuzu), history (mania), biggest/tallest records (mania), advertisements (mania), city planning (riviera)
    -


       record
- unpack!
    - video municipality.. time to observe together?
    - quote Jara Rocha + Femke Snelting
    - xyzt axes, what do they do, where are they used?


tap
How will collected material be used? Why are we doing this? Work towards concrete outputs?


listen in on, eavesdrop on, spy on, overhear, wiretapmonitorm, phone-tap, snoop on


2.
Personal perspective works!
Moment of sharing after first part would work


informal
---


annoy or bother (someone).
XYZT+? as a method
method to critique + reflect (!)
building infrastructure for this method as a way to circulate it
</syntaxhighlight></blockquote>[[File:Questionmarkeyes.jpg|thumb|Question Mark Eyes]]
<br />TIMESTAMPS AND ANALYSIS
<small>Notes: 10-11: Groups are made, people are invested, I think people are going for it and are enjoying themselves. There were some questions but not changing in context or so.People were really focussing and so I added a few minutes.<br />
Notes 11.15 - 12.15: There were some confusions about how to apply the second part. There were some thinking eyes as if I were in a forest and owls are all looking at me from the dark hahaha. Overall, people were sharing anecdotes and arguments<br />
around 11:45 I went for a walk around to see how things are going :))</small>


"a persistent reporter was bugging me"</blockquote>
=== REFLECTION OF THIS SESSION: ===


<blockquote>noun: '''misconduct'''
=== i ===
The first part of this colloquium was by far the most successful. Because people were invested in going in to groups, even though it took some seconds to get into the zone of diving into their places of origin. I intended to make this a collective jam sessions for research, I was a bit too deep with my head into Rotterdam and I wanted to see how other people would go into their own places.


/ˌmɪsˈkɒndʌkt/
=== ii ===
The second part of the colloquium was something I was invested in at the time but not sure how I would adapt this. Because I aiming towards 3D renders specifically.  It would have been better to review this in the second part. 


# 1.  unacceptable or improper behaviour, especially by an employee or professional person.  "she was found guilty of professional misconduct by a disciplinary tribunal and dismissed"  h  Similar:  wrongdoing, delinquency, unlawfulness ,lawlessness ,crime ,felony,criminality,sin,sinfulness,evil,evil-doing,unprofessional behaviour,unprofessionalism,unethical behaviour,malpractice,maladministration,dereliction of duty ,negligence,breach of ethics,impropriety,immorality,abuse,malversation,misbehaviour, bad behaviour,misdeeds. misdemeanours,disorderly conductbadnessmischief
=== !? ===
Moments of sharing after first part would have worked better.


naughtiness
The ?? I had myself and also were ?? in the room:


# rudeness
* Personal perspectives, stories and observation give so much more context and understanding about the places we are in, rather than the ideas that are being shared from municipalities and commercial outputs. There is a nuance to be found in municipalities. Marketing is about attracting audiences, so it uses the products best qualities to attract. Urban planning is more of a gamble and analysis. How will a municipality grow, what zones are there, do they fit (all?!) needs, etc. ''"predicting population growth, zoning, geographic mapping and analysis, analyzing park space, surveying the water supply, identifying transportation patterns, recognizing food supply demands, allocating healthcare and social services, and analyzing the impact of land use."'' The visuals that come with the planning, relate to X(width), Y(height) Z(depth) & T(time). But where do the needs go? What kind of method would showcase these needs?  Not only to critique but also (maybe even more) to reflect.
#* Hockey  a penalty assessed against a player for unsportsmanlike conduct. plural noun: '''misconducts'''  "Smith got a game misconduct for spearing Nick Kypreos"
# 2.  mismanagement, especially culpable neglect of duties. "the general was pardoned for misconduct of the war"


''verb''
=== <sup>''<code>What kind of infrastructure would work in ways of circulation. Getting the questionmarks around?</code>''</sup> ===
<sup>''<code>city planning as annotation / drawing out loud method?</code>''</sup>             


verb: '''misconduct'''; 3rd person present: '''misconducts'''; past tense: '''misconducted'''; past participle: '''misconducted'''; gerund or present participle: '''misconducting'''
[ ] public moment  [[File:Renderplotter.jpg|thumb|pen plottered pamphplet|left]]


/ˌmɪskənˈdʌkt/
== /XPUB2/PROTOTYPING/PUBLICMOMENT ==
13-11-24


# 1. behave in an improper manner. "the committee reprimanded two members who were found to have misconducted themselves"
This presentation felt like I was presenting multiple things all at once in a sort of mess. I had some conversations and there were good points and cases. I wanted to talk with people but I felt like I 'had nothing to show'. I was showing my own research but I did not feel like this was the right way of showing things. I hadn't fully processed and reflected on the Colloquium and the tutorial with Manetta. So I had a feeling of just standing next to something which I didn't fully support. I felt less 'prepared' than others because I have not felt security and agency over the mess I was trying to sort out. I have a lot to work with but again, narrowing down is het most important part.
# 2. mismanage (an activity). "there is no evidence that the premises were being misconducted"


</blockquote>


Thinking about the bugs of misconduct, it's a great ethical dilemma because it is, if I am correct, a bit of a contronym/auto-antonym/Janus term. OR a homonym.  
====== 06-11-24  ======
Looking back from the previous few weeks. I went from the personal accessibility to the rendering image of where I live.  I am a bit in between the hyperpersonal and the macropoetic feelings.


To me, bugs of misconduct are an error in the system. The cracks that appear to be loopholes or invite to squat. It opens for alternative opportunities as a crack in the wall. The bugs go in and start to acclimatize to the space, showcasing the cracks and the errors as fundament. For what idk yet. I'm in need of looking at the readings of previous weeks and to show. 
The feedback story of my life is I need to start narrowing down.[[File:The setup for the public moment.jpg|thumb|the setup for the public moment]]


another of countermapping is to show showcase hostile architecture, or infrastructure, maybe that is what I have been doing earlier with locating the steps from one person in a scootmobile / wheelchair to another by public transport.
The public moment had a positive outcome. I talked <s>too much</s> a lot and there were some nice conversations, however I felt like I needed to defend something.  


A bug of misconduct is potentially a parasite that leeches off the host.  
The inputs and interests were analyzing and gave me some nice references. [[File:Bellebows-tiktok (bellebows4117).gif|thumb|I just recovered from my flu shit, barely digested the colloquium and feedback + tutorial I had 21-10-24. This public moment felt like I was sharing my own questionmarks with other people. As if I exposed things in a way too premature state. ]]There was one feedback that kinda just got me REALLY frustrated -----> someone asked of 'isn't that just part of living in a big city everywhere?' and it just felt like it was a mood killer. Whilst my points were about making new city planning, marketing imagery while the things that we don't see rendered are still there.
== WHAT AM I DOING CURRENTLY ==
''CURRENTLY I AM <s>PROCESSING</s>SORRY MICHAEL I MEAN DIGESTING INFO AND UPDATING ALL PAGES AND SUCH IN ORDER TO KINDA UNDERSTAND BUT I DO NOT KNOW FOR SURE, YET I FEEL GOOD DOING THIS BECAUSE IT'S A CRASH COURSE FOR MYSELF WITH THE NOTES AND ALL / INCONSISTENCY IS KEY AND THE KEY IS OFTEN LOST''  


140224---(visualizing nodes / processes / connections /graphs , idk how to formulate this yet but it is something I'm currently making, 4, 6 and 7 also come to mind in this connection )
There was also a remark, asking if I was working with the municipality.


''_____________________________________________________________________________  ....''
I need(ed) to digest and reflect and the public moment was a good moment to reflect if I am clear or not. I was sharper at the colloquium.  
 
  <s>''   - involve playlessness (not sure what means yet) |''</s>
<blockquote>
  ''       -(con)text adventure games, where limitations are there in the game (up down south east west north and other commands) and also the limitations offline could be implemented in case / scenarios  |       ''
</blockquote>
''#KEEP IN MIND THIS IS JUST A BRAINDUMP / NO(okmaybesome) CONCRETE THINGS''
<blockquote>
''...// booting mind>>>>>>>>>> general comment: we have so much we can work with (all the readings / prototyping)  / imagemagick / python / html css javascript / web / ascii art''
</blockquote>
words:
<blockquote>
''ghost host parasite server etc / the wordquilt / code of conduct etc etc etc''
</blockquote>
''..first; ''
<blockquote>
''Maria X mentioned the word question but the connection broke it into quest-ion+1, which could be a happy accident to use the storyline to ask questions that may have come up in the reading and prototyping of previous weeks. QuiltQuestionQuest or somethin.''
</blockquote>
''..second   :''
<blockquote>
''based on the  adventure txt and fictionalizing human computer something(very paraphrased from a previous text we read)''
</blockquote>
''/''
<blockquote>
''you see what you type -> person a speaks''
''person b does walk compass-like''
''limiting the options "You can't open cabinet"   said by person c  ''
</blockquote>
''/the narrator in this part could read it out either non-linear or linear depending on the 'script' so if the person does something not according to script, the narrator will go to bottom of script''


  ''..third''
I have bought books, I still want to buy one more. I am also thinking about how to continue developing a method.<gallery>
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File:Render pamphlet.jpg
''something I have been thinking about[[User:Lor.ensō#Concept:%20Where%20do%20ya%20draw%20the%20line%3F|https://pzwiki.wdka.nl/mediadesign/User:Lor.ens%C5%8D#Concept:_Where_do_ya_draw_the_line?]]  I am kind of using the idea of Google maps step by step and using the linear story and fictionalizing / gamifying the inaccessible process from A to B  (this is more a political thing and I might just do it for myself on the side) //this could also just be a personal side quest using 1-3 cases with the idea of connections servers protocols etc''
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''..''
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''fourth:''
''yesterday's class reminded me of the dos games / old mac games and the actual collosal cave adventure: Roberta Williams as inspiration <nowiki>https://www.mobygames.com/game/2029/the-roberta-williams-anthology/</nowiki>''
<blockquote>
''<nowiki>https://www.linuxadictos.com/wp-content/uploads/colossal-adventure.jpeg.webp</nowiki>  :)))))''
</blockquote>
''<nowiki>https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a0/Mystery_House_-_Apple_II_render_emulation_-_2.png</nowiki>''
<blockquote>
''<nowiki>https://thehanslickgirls.files.wordpress.com/2018/07/kings-quest-e1532887176786.png</nowiki>''
</blockquote>
''I have this with me in the studio btw vvvvvv''
<blockquote>
''<nowiki>https://cdn.mobygames.com/covers/4209788-the-roberta-williams-anthology-dos-front-cover.jpg</nowiki>''
</blockquote>
''<nowiki>https://www.mobygames.com/game/2029/the-roberta-williams-anthology/</nowiki>''
<blockquote>
''..fifth, make the special issue somewhat like an webquilt arcade?   out of ideas, mind will close down for maintenance''
</blockquote>


<sup>SEE YOU LATER</sup>
== meeting with Michael ==
The moment I reflected with Michael, I was rambling a bit in the beginning. How things were going and then looking at what I have done for the project proposal until now.


________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
=== Trying to get my brain a bit more structured and searching for distinction between one and the other ===
[https://hub.xpub.nl/chopchop/~lorenzo/ norenzoQuilt] // page on chopchop


==== Concept: Where do ya draw the line? ====


I want to make choices 


<big><sup>'''''what goes in the project proposal?                                        |                            what goes into the thesis outline'''''</sup></big><small>?</small>


A personal observation based on the limitations concerning accessibility, usability concerning healthcare, <u>public</u> transport.
<small>is the proposal an outline of the method?                                |                                    do I criticize renders in the thesis?</small>


Since XPUB is focused on making things public, I'm thinking about some stuff.
<small>Is the visual essay a project                                                        |                or is this visual essay the thesis</small>


Public Transport, How do you make Transport Public? Or more public
<small><nowiki>I want to use drawing as an alternative      ~~~~~~  |                      ~~~~~~~~~~                    to the hollowness of the 3D renderings and other visuals</nowiki></small>


I'm just thinking about the idea of the public service for the transport from an accessible / disability point of view. This case is quite personal but also inspirational from my critical thinking designartresearchblabla point of view.
<small>visualize the tensions ///                            |                  Is the tension something I describe in the thesis?</small>


So, let's say my mother wants to go to my brother. What needs to be done? For this ''method'' I'm using the google maps standard*/ **
<small>a method as a human touch as reminder of the human complications    |      the 3d renderings that are calculated based on over simplifications</small>


# Go out of the house
<sup>how does this method look like?</sup> |                <small>Is the visual essay of the project proposal more the output for the thesis, rather than the project? Did my confusion develop here?</small>
# Unlock the scootmobile
# Uncover the scootmobile
# Put the cover inside
# move the bicycle
# position the basket and possible bags
# start scootmobile
# go to end of street
# wait for traffic lights / or if you're lucky it's green but it's always in favour of the cars.
# once you crossed the street, go to the elevator
# check in at port **
# push the button
# wait for elevator
# possibly wait for people to exit the elevator
# enter the elevator***
# wait until you are at the platform
# exit elevator to right side(need to confirm this)
# wait for the metro
# search for the good entrance without the metal poles in the middle ^
# be in metro for one stop
# reach central station
# pull back to exit metro
# go back or forward to elevator
# push button and wait for elevator / if you are lucky it'll be there already
# enter the elevator ***
# wait til you reach centraal station begane grond
# go back or forward to exit elevator
# check out at port **
# ride towards third tram platform
# enter third tram platform
# wait for tram 7 towards woudestein? (need to be confirmed)
# in the meantime, guess on what half of the platform the tram will stop
# inevitably ride or race through crowd to reach the middle / center of tram****
# enter tram in transit ^
# position yourself
# wait until you reach you reach your destination
# try to get out of the tram
# check out as well
# you can finally breathe again
# enjoy your visit
# when it is time to leave, leave*
# go back to the tram
# search for the right port on the other side of the street
# inevitably ride or race through crowd to reach the middle / center of tram****
# step / check in
# it might be possible that there is a parent and a baby carriage in the space that is also meant for wheelchair and rollator
# wait in discomfort
# person with baby carriage needs to get out, instead of going to another exit, this person insists to get out the door they came in, they lift the scootmobile and you are in even more discomfort
#you need to wait some more time
#finally you are at Rotterdam Centraal
#struggle to get out of the tram once again**
#head to the metro port
#check in and somehow also drive towards the elevator***
#push the button of the elevator
#position yourself in the metro at the place with no metal poles in the middle
#wait one stop
#get out the metro
#go to elevator
#go up
#go out
#go home
#place all the stuff back
#recover


<nowiki>*</nowiki>before you go, think about leaving at least 10-15 minutes in advance
<small>Is it a pamphlet? cartoon?  |            or are those illustrations that will end up in the thesis?</small>


<nowiki>**</nowiki> might need someone else to do it because it closes again in a certain timeframe
<small>will it result into a form of countermapping and an anti-campaign?  |  Do I even have to be (de)finite about this or am I overthinking this?</small>


<nowiki>***</nowiki> this means the elevator works
<small>SHOWING THE LACK THAT IS BINDING / CRACKS. | BUT THEN ALSO WITH WORDS</small>  


<nowiki>****</nowiki> there might be a parent with child, cyclist, person in wheelchair, other person in scootmobile there
<small>developing this method, granting myself multiple reasons and ways to start experimenting |      critique / reflection of the city, start with a tile...</small>  


^ take into consideration the doors are literally timeframes so you better have someone with you to hold the door
<small><nowiki>Is this a drawing ?      ~~~~              |  a first location from the smallest tile (at home) to zooming out / 3d renderings that show the big picture. | ~!!!~~ or a chapter¿</nowiki></small>




Example: --------
[ ] I need to make 


The Rotterdam Electric Tram has multiple Entrances -> Ports
[ ] I need to read 


      <div style="text-align: center;">
[ ] I need to write 
Port asin the doors


Port asin checkin / outs
[ ] the project proposal specs / examples


[] PORT 1
[ ] thesis outline specs / examples


[] PORT 2
[ ] continue writing the first essay and drawing the first drawing for Steve's commissioning.       
 
06-11-24 I feel like I am in a bit of a slump. There was a very nice process I was in. I have good things going on but I just feel like I am stuck for a second. 


[] PORT 3
 
== XPUB2/PROTOTYPING/F(L)OSS ==
== '''''<u> <<<<< <big>(_□___□▯▯__□__▯▯_□__▯▯_□_)>>>>>></big></u>''''' ==
PS -> GIMP
DRIVER |  BEGIN    |  MIDDLE      | END


|  FRONT  |  CENTER  | BACK
INDD -> SCRIBUS


[PORT1]  |    [PORT2]  |  [PORT3]
AI -> INKSCAPE


check      I / O        |    I / O      |        I / O
PREMIERE -> OPENSHOT/OLIVE/KDENLIVE/SHOTCUT?


FOOTABLE |  FOOTABLE | FOOTABLE


KIDABLE  | KIDABLE  | KIDABLE 
== /XPUB2 ==


| WHEELABLE |   


FOR CONTEXT
Now what do I need to do


CENTRAAL STATION TRAM STOP   
<s>- get better</s>


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- buy / rent Rene Boer - Smooth City


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- <s>decide between buying year subscription adobe or</s> go F(L)OSS hmmmmmm


<big>(_□___□▯▯__□__▯▯_□__▯▯_□_) / (_□___□▯▯__□__▯▯_□__▯▯_□_)</big>
- GRS -> see page


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- make a prototype for essay, play with formats
== /GRADUATION RESEARCH SEMINAR ==


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* [[User:Lor.ensō/Lorenzo's Projects that May/Mayn't|PMoMMs: <progress is found here, but order was never an option>]]
* [[COMMISSIONED/ESSAY/AREA|COMMISSIONED ESSAYAREA]] [[Renderdam|Rapid Prototypes: <Renderdam> /]] [[Spiritual media psychosis|Obsessive Catalogue of Madness:Spiritual Media Psychosis]] B2BALESSIA
* [[Lor.ensō/projectproposal|Draft project proposal]]
* [[User:Lor.ensō/thesis-outline|Thesis outline]]


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==  [[/ReaderThatMayOrMayNot(Be)Read]] ==
Currently reading


</div>
== [[/XPUB1]] ==
[[Quilt INC]]
dir.../Lor.ensō/[[User:Lor.ensō/XPUB1|XPUB1]]/  
<syntaxhighlight lang="d" line="1">
...LOADING FEELS SCRPT
08-02-24 ///
 
Dear Xpubdiary, I'm starting to get some more time off on my own to put things into perspective.  I'm digesting through more than one channel
   
   
channel 1 //
The first channel is or was the care channel. I am <code>function mantelzorger() {for my mother, dog and four chicken; exception: sometimes also brother;}</code>
 
It's a hassle but I feel like that is starting to land and give me some headspace. I have no idea what is happening or  bound to happen but I am just completely bamboozled sometimes
   
   
  channel 2 //
  /* Here lie the tombs and ruins of my works and processes of my XPUB1 year divided by three trimesters
The second channel is the xpub channel, where I tend to be moreI do not know what information to process first and what to do next  what to research and what to reflect or experiment with it is a lot to process and I want to be productive but [x=channel 3] is taking over help.js
   
   
  channel 3 //
  XPUB1 SI22 - SI23 - SI24
The third channel is the health channel. This should be top priority but in the heat
of everything I am just lost. It is truly madness to deal with the days of information
and an unlimited load of things coming from channel 1 / 2 / 3. The pipeline is clogged
 
 
PROPOSITION // CHANNEL 3 MOVE TO CHANNEL 1 AND TRY TO EQUALLY DIVIDE 2 AND 1
initiate.unclogProtocol
 
.
..
 
conclusion
 
there is no perfect way to deal with this, anyone in my shoes would either struggle, give up or have other ideas so  comparing myself to another isn't the way
pushing myself isn't the way
punishing myself for things beyond me isn't the way
initiate be-good-to-self protocol print ('it's fucking hard to proceed in a grieving time');
 
if else {
ask-for-help-maybe protocol
}
 
wtf is plotting, what are servers, how do I do the things I wanna do and still keep up and avoid panicc and ztrezz and jdnfjdskfAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
til next time, I'll do more things.
 
</syntaxhighlight>
 
 
 
========================== MY PART IN THE QUILT ==================================
 
 
Cloud Cosmogram
 
 
 
       - [ ] alternative microcosm
 
- [ ] *an incessant, noisy hum*  / disquieting
 
- [ ] disguised materiality
 
- [ ] sanctum sanctorum / tabernacle
 
 
       <s>- [ ] promiscuous connectivity</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] *could we blow up the internet*</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] sanctum sanctorum / tabernacle</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] disquieting</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] physical infrastructure of the cloud</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] infrastructural promise</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] terms of spatiality</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] fork</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] alternative microcosm (squat server)</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] *an incessant, noisy hum*</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] disguised materiality</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] cohabitation</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] relentless troubleshooting</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] alternative cosmogram</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] chronopolitics</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] typologies without history</s>
 
<s>       - [ ] accidental faraday cage</s>
 
 
Following inputs are based on [https://hub.xpub.nl/bootleglibrary/read/863/pdf Susan Leigh's Misconcrete somethingtism(page 143)]
 
== Method(ol(atry)ogy) is a way of surviving experience ==
{{:Quilt INC./Method(ol(atry)ogy) is a way of surviving experience}} 
[[Category:Wordquilt]]
[[Category:Quilt Inc.]]
 
== Validity ==
 
 
 
- bit of a fictional intro
 
Validity comes in multiple badges. It has the sacred I P R V code imprinted in its labels. These four labels stand for the four regions of the tanssgressiv validitrain. it is something to be found in the real world but could it be that Validity is also based on the journey
 
 
 
Ironia  / Paralogia / Rhizomia / Voluptia are all areas waiting to be explored.
 
 
 
   - what is the keyword? our definition TL;DR
 
noun: validity; plural noun: validities
 
    - the quality of being logically or factually sound; soundness or cogency.
    - the state of being legally or officially binding or acceptable
 
 
 
 
   - annotation of text/(the reference of the source)    <blockquote>
 
 
"Patti Lather, a brilliant feminist methodologist, has written about this under the
rubric ''transgressive validity'' ( Lather 1993 ). Her map of attributes of a feminist method,
which I read after I wrote the passage above, has some remarkable resonances. She asks
the question, where, after poststructuralism, can we find validity? Her answer has four
points that together equal a validity which rests reflexively on the contemporary crisis"
 
"Her answer has four points that together equal a validity which rests reflexively on the contemporary crisis of representation: Ironic validity (which problematizes the single voice, realist representation
of nature); paralogical validity (which emphasizes paradox and heterogeneity);
rhizomatic validity (which undermines the taken-for-granted and keeps opening up
new ways of situated seeing); and voluptuous validity (which precisely goes too far , and
joins ethics and epistemology)" </blockquote>
 
 
==== VALIDITY DEFINITIONS, CITED AND ASKING QUESTIONS ====
 
"Transgressive validity" -> "here, after poststructuralism, can we find validity?" is validity the same as validation? searching for distinction I find that one is a verb an the other is a noun, but both seem to be tags? https://stats.meta.stackexchange.com/questions/1659/what-is-the-difference-between-tags-validity-and-validation 
 
"Ironic validity" > "which problematizes the single voice, realist represen- tation of nature)" ... "would demand that the representation of pregnancy as an illness be challenged in the encoding, and include multiple views of what in fact constitutes a pregnancy. "
 
"Paralogical validity" > "(which emphasizes paradox and heterogeneity); .. "might at the same time acknowledge that for some women an aborted fetus never constituted a pregnancy at all, while for others it did, and there is no resolving that question in any simple fashion."
 
"Rhizomatic validity" > "(which undermines the taken-for-granted and keeps opening up new ways of situated seeing. " ... "would seek out the range of what we take for granted about pregnancy, childbirth, and sexuality, and keep challenging us to break boundaries of what we think we know about these processes—perhaps cross-culturally, but also in phenomenological explorations of daily routines connected with them, denying the taken-for-granted “every woman feels X”: and being sure to listen for com- plex differences and similarities."
 
"Voluptuous validity" > "which precisely goes too far, and joins ethics and epistemology" .. "in this sense might bring entirely other conceptions of birth and pregnancy, such as the kind of spiritual birth found in some religious cultures, or dreams and visions. From this base, feminism has some important things to say about technology, and especially information technology, in its capacity creatively and ethically to mingle people, things, and experience."
 
== STANDARDIZATION ==
 
- bit of a fictional intro
 
Bzzzt bzzt error of approval. This bug does not have followed standardized procedure.
 
   - what is the keyword? our definition
 
From what I read / think / assume, standardization means to bring things, stuff, objects into one standard. And that to me is quite troublesome because when a norm or standard is made, there always will be conflicts with the things that are not standard. But then again, adaptation, nuance and contextualization are in place.
   
   
*/


== /RANTS THOUGHTS WORRIES AND OTHER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'S ==


   - annotation of text/(the reference of the source)    


Four questions before introducing:
=== '''''PMOMM GRADUATION PROTOTYPING WHAT DO I DELIVER'''''  AND WHY AM I AGAIN IN MASS CONFUSION ABOUT WHAT WHO WHERE HUH ===


# how can objects inhabit multiple contexts at once, and have both local and shared meaning?
# how can people living in one community, and drawing their meanings from other people and objects situated there, communicate in another
# what is the relationship between the two?
# what range of solutions to the preceding three questions are possible, and what consequences attend each of them —cui bono?


<blockquote>
'''''I go to bed early, wake up early, I go to seminars, I try to read but it is just the movement again of'''''
Standardization has been one of the common solutions to this class of problems: 3 if the
<code>E X E C U T I V E  D Y S F U N C T I O N</code>  


interfaces and formats are standard across contexts, then at least the first three questions
beep boop brain not participating .../ am not functioning. Can't seem to focus, find a point to start but just crashing a bit. [Grief] It has already been almost a year and my head is just not there. I just want to be healthily productive but that is impossible if I force start myself into doing this. But I als W A N T to be productive and AaAaAaA [/Grief]  {crash report: I need to calm down}


become clear, and the fourth becomes moot. But we know from a long and gory


history of attempts to standardize information systems that standards don’t remain


standard for very long, and that one person’s standard is another’s confusion and mess


( Gasser 1986 ; Star 1991 ).</blockquote>


''Noun. solutionism (uncountable) '''The belief that all difficulties have benign solutions, often of a technocratic nature'''. quotations ▼ The providing of a solution or solutions to a customer or client (sometimes before a problem has been identified).''


important question:
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''how to preserve the integrity of information without a''
 
''priori standardization and its attendant violence''
 
 
Naturalization in response to standardization:
 
<blockquote>
I mean stripping away the contingencies of an object’s creation and its situated
 
nature. A naturalized object has lost its aura of anthropological strangeness, and is
 
in a sense “de-situated” in that members have forgotten the local nature of the object’s
 
meaning. 4 We no longer think much about the miracle of plugging a light into a socket
 
4
 
and obtaining illumination, and must make an effort of anthropological imagination
 
to remind ourselves of contexts in which it is still unnaturalized.
 
..
 
Objects exist, with respect to a community of practice, along a trajectory of naturalization,
 
which has elements of both ambiguity and duration. It is not predetermined
 
whether an object will ever become naturalized or how long it will remain so—rather,
 
practice/activity is required to make it so and keep it so.
 
...
 
Anomalies or interruptions, the cause of contingency,
 
come when some person or object interrupts the flow of expectations. One
 
reason that “glass box technology” or pure transparency is impossible is that anomalies
 
always arise when multiple communities of practice come together, and useful technologies
 
cannot be designed in all communities at once. Monsters arise when the legitimacy
 
of that multiplicity is denied.
 
Transparency is in theory the endpoint of the trajectory of naturalization, as complete
 
legitimacy or centrality is the end point of the trajectory of membership in a
 
community of practice. However, due to the multiplicity of membership of all people,
 
and the persistence of newcomers and strangers, a well as the multiplicity of naturalization
 
of objects, this is inherently nonexistent in the real world. For those brief historical
 
moments where it seems to be the case, it is unstable.
 
But what are the things that make objects and statuses seem given, durable, real?
 
Several things coalesce.</blockquote>Generalization is also named in relation.as well as denaturalization
 
 
 
<s>BTW I HAVE A DESK NOW YES</s>
 
<s>OLDER STOCK vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
I haven't been in chopchop since 24th of october</s>
 
<s>belonging  / / / / / / / / / / space\\\\\\\\\\\</s>                               
 
<s>\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\</s>
 
<s>///////////////////////////////////////// I don't even have a station in the studio                    \\\\\\\\\\\
\\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\</s>
 
<s>\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\                                where do I fit and sit in</s>
 
<s>\\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\      personal?            \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\                    \\\\\\\\\\\</s>
 
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13-11-24 I just had my talk with Michael yesterday and I feel like I have stuff everywhere. From which I have to grab the best parts and divide them into what I want put in the thesis (outline) and the project (proposal).




  • ~!!!! IMPORTANTSELFNOTEPOEM
  • [X] ONE THING AFTER THE OTHER.
  • [X] THERE ISSTILL TIME.
  • [X] YOU WANT TO HAVE EVERYTHING DONE BY YESTERYEAR AND YOU PUT A BIG PRESSURE ON YOU
  • [X] DONT BREATHEN'T
  • [X] DO THE THINGS BY THINGS AND THEN YOU SHARPEN
  • [X] DOUBT ONLY IS GOOD WHEN CRITICAL AND PREPARED, DOUBT IS NOT GOOD WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING DOUBTABLE
  • [X] WRITE IT OFF, WALK IT OFF, WORK IT OFF AND PROCEED.
  • [X] EVERYBODY IS CONFUSED, IT IS ALL FINE AND THE HECTICITY IS STARTING BUT ALSO PART OF IT.
  • ~~!!!!!!!!



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https://pad.xpub.nl/p/prototyping-colloquium-lorenzo  

REFLECTING:

It is now 3,5 weeks ago since the colloquium. There was an interesting method I (subconsciously) started to develop. Asking the questions

"Search for examples of city planning / marketing / maintenance of the city/village/township where you are from*" 
collect img / promises / memories 					                     
then....... 
ask yourself / eachother "how does -location- relate to you as the inhabitant*?"
aaand thennn  
ask yourself / eachother "how do you relate to -location-?"

*free interpretation ofcourse, whatever feels the most comfortable
This part was the most exciting to share because the reactions were interesting:

Bernadette & Rosa https://pad.xpub.nl/p/prototyping-colloquium-lorenzo-2

> Rotterdam and Riesa

> they looked at merchandise and marketing

Marketing is produced outside of the marketed city. Rotterdam has popular merchandise

Riesa uses German mythological creatures and story to profile its city.

  1. "No strong feelings against city marketing. Marketing is not known to address a city's issues. Promoting a city doesn't hide its issues."
  2. City Marketing is a very subjective perspective on a city, optimistic so it sells better ofcourse.

Anita & Riviera https://pad.xpub.nl/p/lorenzo-colloquium-anita-and-riviera

> Anita looked at the city of Treviso, Italy on its own and its digital entrance

Anita: there seems to be restricted access to the website unless you currently live there, but you can also log in with social media. The information behind this barrier is none. There is a live stream of one of the main squares of the city you can watch

I think it is quite hard for me to be critical and analyse Treviso now, as I have not lived there for 5 years and am lacking a lot of information of living there now. I am a tourist when I go back and so much has changed since I moved away. I remember there being quite a lack of cultural activities and specifically activities for teenagers that did not involve drinking or just hanging out in the 'loggia dei cavalieri' or 'buranelli'

> Riviera focussed more on city planning and criteria via the official channels

Context: the planning process in the UK is longwinded and complex. There are a lot of slow-moving parts so it takes a long time to get anything done. Camden is a region in the North of London.

There's a planning search tool (Currently in beta) where applications can be searched for according to the following criteria:

Application Number / Applicant Name / Agent Name / Site Address / Street Name / Proposal Key Word / Ward / Application Type / Development Type / Status

Co-ordinates of planning in Camden Council I would take account of listed properties, use cases, comments from the public, objections, proposals, opinions, agreements, appeals, communities, councils, parishes, areas of outstanding natural beauty, the greenbelt, the brownbelt, people who protest "Not in my back yard!" and others who want to build absolutely nothing anywhere near anybody. And, of course, planning applicants who want planning permission.

Wang, Alessia & Maria https://pad.xpub.nl/p/wam

> Maria looked at the pavements, ever changing town square per government change in Athens, Greece

Touristic areas is treated differently (maintenance wise)

Floods in Athens because of problematic city planning

Proposed changes for livability:

  1.  Create specific paths around the city for pedestrians, elderly people and people with disabilities or strollers and add a layer on (google) maps with these paths.

   2. Allow pets on public transport

> Alessia looked at Venice, how tourism is, again, more important than maintenance

It's a sinking city, melancholic city.

The population is melancholic too.

It's not a city for anyone with any kind of disability, accesibility is not something the politics care about, the preservation of the city aesthetic is the most important thing.

High water, Syrens system for the high water, soundscape of the city, Demographic index of Venice population Depopulation, Disneyfication of the city ---> Venice is not disneyland, on social media as an archive of city memories and complaints. Venice is built on logs.

> Wang looked at ChongQing, analyzing its heights and depths, considering it is a mountain area city.

ChongQing is a city in the East-South part of China, it is a city build on a mountain, some say ChongQing is a 8D city because all the roads, buildings streets are overlapping, sometimes when you get off from the 1st floor but you're actually at the 20st floor of another building.

It is a very interesting city for travel and food(where the hot pot comes from), but a nightmare for drivers and uber eats.

Michel, Mania & Zuzu https://pad.xpub.nl/p/michel-mania-zuzu

> Mania looked at the promises of a better developed square in Warsaw

For so many years we have been waiting in promise for better development of the square in the very center of Warsaw. I remember growing up with this promise that museum of modern art will be build there. The first thing you see after leaving the central station is a huge parking lot. An exhibition hall was built on the Vistula River - intended to serve as a temporary museum.  And even though we finally have a museum in the center (it opens in October), the museum on the Vistula River remains - cause it became an absolutely fantastic spot.

In addition, Warsaw is full of advertisements that scream non-stop! There are also plenty of street markets and kitsch. Previously, I was annoyed by the lack of control and any restrictions regarding advertising and the onslaught of information in public spaces, but now, living in a country where the streets seem so perfect, I miss the kitsch present in my hometown.


If I could change something in my Home town I would definitely add more bike paths. I see its already improving but still I dont feel very safe cycling there.  That would be the first thing on my list. Once I was hit by a car while cycling in a pouring rain . But I have to admit that the rental bike Veturilo works great.


> Michel wrote about food in Taipei, Taiwan but also the mobility and overcrowdedness

Din Tai Fung based in Taipei, Taiwan. It is known internationally for its paper-thin wrapped xiaolongbao with 18 folds.


I lived at the bottom of a steep hill. Every time I wanted to get to the center it took forever and I had to carry my bike up the hill. There is a better, less steep driveway that goes a little further, but there is no bicycle path and the road is quite narrow and uncomfortable among cars. However, going down a steep heel is great and I loved coming home along that route, accelerating to wild speed and screaming while going down.


Foe my perspectives, it would be nicer if there’s less population in Taipei. Now the estimated population is nearly 3 million(2,766,330) and the size is 271.80 km2 which is the similar size to Amsterdam(243.65 km2), but the population is only around 1 million (1,182,000). I've always struggle to live in a crowed city like this. Also there are too many motorcycles and cars in the city so the government doesn’t focus on the rights of pedestrians and bikers. I always feel unsafe when I cycling or walking on the streets in Taipei, perhaps it is one of the reasons for me in order to have a better lifestyles and living quality in other places.


> Zuzu described Shanghai, its temples and the urban development(or decay) and the tensions that could establish between the inhabitants

Jing'an Temple in Shanghai, situated in a highly coveted and expensive area of the city center, has preserved a Buddhist site amidst the urban sprawl. This has given rise to many urban legends, such as claims related to feng shui, with some believing that the temple's presence boosts the prosperity of the surrounding commercial district.

Strangely enough, in stark contrast, there's a saying that Shanghai has the most vibrant Halloween atmosphere in the world.

There is a growing need to establish boundaries between people, especially in public spaces. Perhaps this is something that can be cultivated, though I am not entirely sure how. People seem to clash so easily, quick to anger. The last time I stayed in Shanghai, I was there for barely a week, and I felt an overwhelming urge to escape. Maybe it was the summer heat—it magnified my senses, and I became more irritable, more sensitive to everything around me.

At the same time, I long for it to lessen the political overtones—the large, slogan-like banners on the streets, the uniformity of shop signs. There’s a sense of rigidity in it all, a subtle pressure that lingers, making the everyday feel more controlled, less free.

Thijs & Victor https://pad.xpub.nl/p/oslo&duiven

> Victor viewed the buildings, international appeal, (re)branding

A city with many faces?

barcode – early 2000 financial district modern late capitalist vibe

this area is where a lot of new fancy architecture is being displayed, as it is right by the water it is kind of the face outwards of Oslo, or an attempt at this. this area is a bit touristy and not really a place most Oslo people hang out.

prides itself in being a "environment-capital" – whatever that means..

to appeal to international business or something

has pretty good public transport, but it has been a bit mis-managed, for example they redid the tram tracks like twice in 5 years because of new trams that were to heavy when for the tracks when they first renovated.

this is a bit typical I feel, that they undertake ambitious projects that always go over time and over budget

poster making tool released in relation to overhaul of Oslo visual identity: which embraces flat illustration and very simplified geometric visuals.

the rebranding caused a controversy regarding some lettering on a sports stadium

slogan from the city herladic

Unanimiter et constanter – «Enig og standhaftig». something like unified and resilient

old city with stone-age settlements

growing up in the suburbs of Oslo playing outside with immidiate vicinity to the forest was defining.

has a strong sense of east/west division marked by the "Akers-elva" a river that was the epicenter of industry in the 1800's. Now adays most of the areas that used to be considered "rough" in the city pre 2000 have been heavily gentrified and is now the hippest trendiest most neo-liberal areas in particular "Grünerløkka"

> Thijs dove into the municipality of Duiven, its portraits, planning, project renders, identity, mapping, weapon(shield?)

Mix of old town (for a Dutch town this size) and 'quiet suburb from Arnhem', situated in an area with lots of rivers, and remnants of the Roman Limes (region is also called Liemers)

Sketch from Duiven from 1742

Municipality Duiven consists of 3 towns, Duiven, Loo and Groessen

In zilver 3 duiven van azuur, de eerste bedekt door een vrijkwartier van keel, beladen met een karbonkel van goud en over alles heen een hartschild van zilver

In the last 10 years, the 'town center' has seen an overhaul, now called 'Vitaal Centrum' (funny as most people living in the center are elderly, and there are a lot of 'vitality centers' around. Part of these plans include 45 'sociale huurwoningen' for people ages 55+. Some humble bouwplannen near De Ploen 'Projectfasen' only have 1 phase

Notes I got from Manetta:

((Expressions of gratitude))

Obsession/research/question

postcard utopianism
"best scenario"
city marketing

"where you come from": how does this city profile itself?
"what do you want to change": which axes do you want to add?

athens: infrastructural tours
oslo: visual identity; we just copy paste a typeface everywhere, not adopt it to a specific place

- "collective jam session for research" nice
- pretty open session... intentionally?
- from the municipality pov... from the specific needs pov...
    - from which perspective do you speak?
        issue of time gaps, not living there anymore, .. interestingly brings up the specificness of perspective
        tourists (alessia), youth (anita), disabilities (maria), city marketing (bernadette), pets (maria), city design (victor/zuzu), history (mania), biggest/tallest records (mania), advertisements (mania), city planning (riviera)
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- unpack!
    - video municipality.. time to observe together?
    - quote Jara Rocha + Femke Snelting
    - xyzt axes, what do they do, where are they used?

How will collected material be used? Why are we doing this? Work towards concrete outputs?


Personal perspective works!
Moment of sharing after first part would work

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XYZT+? as a method
method to critique + reflect (!)
building infrastructure for this method as a way to circulate it
Question Mark Eyes

TIMESTAMPS AND ANALYSIS Notes: 10-11: Groups are made, people are invested, I think people are going for it and are enjoying themselves. There were some questions but not changing in context or so.People were really focussing and so I added a few minutes.
Notes 11.15 - 12.15: There were some confusions about how to apply the second part. There were some thinking eyes as if I were in a forest and owls are all looking at me from the dark hahaha. Overall, people were sharing anecdotes and arguments
around 11:45 I went for a walk around to see how things are going :))

REFLECTION OF THIS SESSION:

i

The first part of this colloquium was by far the most successful. Because people were invested in going in to groups, even though it took some seconds to get into the zone of diving into their places of origin. I intended to make this a collective jam sessions for research, I was a bit too deep with my head into Rotterdam and I wanted to see how other people would go into their own places.

ii

The second part of the colloquium was something I was invested in at the time but not sure how I would adapt this. Because I aiming towards 3D renders specifically. It would have been better to review this in the second part.

!?

Moments of sharing after first part would have worked better.

The ?? I had myself and also were ?? in the room:

  • Personal perspectives, stories and observation give so much more context and understanding about the places we are in, rather than the ideas that are being shared from municipalities and commercial outputs. There is a nuance to be found in municipalities. Marketing is about attracting audiences, so it uses the products best qualities to attract. Urban planning is more of a gamble and analysis. How will a municipality grow, what zones are there, do they fit (all?!) needs, etc. "predicting population growth, zoning, geographic mapping and analysis, analyzing park space, surveying the water supply, identifying transportation patterns, recognizing food supply demands, allocating healthcare and social services, and analyzing the impact of land use." The visuals that come with the planning, relate to X(width), Y(height) Z(depth) & T(time). But where do the needs go? What kind of method would showcase these needs? Not only to critique but also (maybe even more) to reflect.

What kind of infrastructure would work in ways of circulation. Getting the questionmarks around?

city planning as annotation / drawing out loud method?

[ ] public moment

pen plottered pamphplet

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13-11-24

This presentation felt like I was presenting multiple things all at once in a sort of mess. I had some conversations and there were good points and cases. I wanted to talk with people but I felt like I 'had nothing to show'. I was showing my own research but I did not feel like this was the right way of showing things. I hadn't fully processed and reflected on the Colloquium and the tutorial with Manetta. So I had a feeling of just standing next to something which I didn't fully support. I felt less 'prepared' than others because I have not felt security and agency over the mess I was trying to sort out. I have a lot to work with but again, narrowing down is het most important part.


06-11-24

Looking back from the previous few weeks. I went from the personal accessibility to the rendering image of where I live. I am a bit in between the hyperpersonal and the macropoetic feelings.

The feedback story of my life is I need to start narrowing down.

the setup for the public moment

The public moment had a positive outcome. I talked too much a lot and there were some nice conversations, however I felt like I needed to defend something.

The inputs and interests were analyzing and gave me some nice references.

I just recovered from my flu shit, barely digested the colloquium and feedback + tutorial I had 21-10-24. This public moment felt like I was sharing my own questionmarks with other people. As if I exposed things in a way too premature state.

There was one feedback that kinda just got me REALLY frustrated -----> someone asked of 'isn't that just part of living in a big city everywhere?' and it just felt like it was a mood killer. Whilst my points were about making new city planning, marketing imagery while the things that we don't see rendered are still there.

There was also a remark, asking if I was working with the municipality.

I need(ed) to digest and reflect and the public moment was a good moment to reflect if I am clear or not. I was sharper at the colloquium.

I have bought books, I still want to buy one more. I am also thinking about how to continue developing a method.

meeting with Michael

The moment I reflected with Michael, I was rambling a bit in the beginning. How things were going and then looking at what I have done for the project proposal until now.

Trying to get my brain a bit more structured and searching for distinction between one and the other

I want to make choices

what goes in the project proposal? | what goes into the thesis outline?

is the proposal an outline of the method? | do I criticize renders in the thesis?

Is the visual essay a project | or is this visual essay the thesis

I want to use drawing as an alternative ~~~~~~ | ~~~~~~~~~~ to the hollowness of the 3D renderings and other visuals

visualize the tensions /// | Is the tension something I describe in the thesis?

a method as a human touch as reminder of the human complications | the 3d renderings that are calculated based on over simplifications

how does this method look like? | Is the visual essay of the project proposal more the output for the thesis, rather than the project? Did my confusion develop here?

Is it a pamphlet? cartoon? | or are those illustrations that will end up in the thesis?

will it result into a form of countermapping and an anti-campaign? | Do I even have to be (de)finite about this or am I overthinking this?

SHOWING THE LACK THAT IS BINDING / CRACKS. | BUT THEN ALSO WITH WORDS

developing this method, granting myself multiple reasons and ways to start experimenting | critique / reflection of the city, start with a tile...

Is this a drawing ? ~~~~ | a first location from the smallest tile (at home) to zooming out / 3d renderings that show the big picture. | ~!!!~~ or a chapter¿


[ ] I need to make

[ ] I need to read

[ ] I need to write

[ ] the project proposal specs / examples

[ ] thesis outline specs / examples

[ ] continue writing the first essay and drawing the first drawing for Steve's commissioning.

06-11-24 I feel like I am in a bit of a slump. There was a very nice process I was in. I have good things going on but I just feel like I am stuck for a second.


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PS -> GIMP

INDD -> SCRIBUS

AI -> INKSCAPE

PREMIERE -> OPENSHOT/OLIVE/KDENLIVE/SHOTCUT?


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Now what do I need to do

- get better

- buy / rent Rene Boer - Smooth City

- decide between buying year subscription adobe or go F(L)OSS hmmmmmm

- GRS -> see page

- make a prototype for essay, play with formats

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