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===the question===
==== About====
''Ingeborg Beugel De Groene Amsterdammer reporter:''
 
I have one question for both of you.
 
Prime Minister Mitsotakis, when at last will you stop lying, lying about pushbacks, lying about what is happening with the refugees in Greece?
 
Please don’t insult mine and neither the intelligence of all the journalists in the world.
 
There has been overwhelming evidence and you keep denying and lying.
 
This is like narcissistic abuse.
 
Why are you not honest?
 
Why don’t you say Brussels left us alone?
 
We waited for six years. Nobody did anything.
 
We need to relocate.
 
They don’t do it.
 
Now, I have my say and yes I do cruel, barbarian pushbacks.
 
Why did you stop knocking on Brussels’ door for relocation?
 
 
For you Mr. Rutte, what according to you are the sanctions that should be imposed on Greece and maybe on Holland for accepting this violation of human rights that Holland is co-responsible of also?
 
Many, many municipalities in Holland want to take many refugees from Greece, like many minor unaccompanied children.
 
They are many to accept them, but this prime minister opposes to that, so maybe you could find an understanding and the Dutch municipality who are so ready to unburden Greece can actually take in refugees from Greece, which his [the Greek PM’s] government opposes.
 
=== the answers ===
''Kyriakos Mitsotakis, greek PM''
 
I understand that in the Netherlands you have a culture of asking direct questions to politicians, which I very much respect.
 
What I will not accept is that, in this office, you will insult me, or the Greek people, with accusations and expressions that are not supported by material facts when this country has been dealing with a migration crisis of unprecedented intensity, has been saving hundreds, if not thousands of people at sea.
 
We just rescued 250 people in danger of drowning south of Crete, we are doing this every single day rescuing people at sea, while, at the same time, we are intercepting boats that come from Turkey, as we have the right to do in accordance with European regulations and waiting for the Turkish Coast Guard to come and pick them up and return them to Turkey.
 
So, rather than putting the blame on Greece, you should put the blame on those who have been instrumentalizing migration systematically pushing people in(to a) desperate situation from a safe country, because I need to remind you that people who are in Turkey are not in danger, their life is not in danger and you should put the blame on others and not us.
 
We have a tough, but fair, policy on migration, we have processed and given the right to protection in Greece to 50,000 people, including tens of thousands of Afghans, in accordance…
 
Allow me. Have you visited the new camps on our islands? Have you been to Samos? … No listen to me, you have not been to Samos… No you have not been...
 
Please…Look, you will not come into this building and insult me.
 
Am I very clear on this?
 
I am answering now and you will not interrupt me, in the same way that I listened to you very carefully.
 
If you go to Samos, you will find an impeccable camp, with impeccable conditions, funded by EU money, with clean facilities, with playgrounds for…the children to play, no comparison to what we had in the past.
 
This is our policy, we will stand by it, and I will not accept anyone pointing the finger to [sic] this government and accusing it of inhumane behavior.
 
 
 
''Mark Rutte, dutch PM''<br>
I am absolutely convinced that this prime minister and this government is applying the highest standards and the fact that they have immediately launched an investigation on the issue of the pushbacks is testimony of that.
 
I will now bo back on the situation of 2015 and 2016 when we had many people dying on the Aegean Sea trying to get from Turkey into Greece and then to Germany, Sweeden, the Netherlands etc. And I am happy that Germany and we -were holding at that time the rotating presidency of the EU- were able to negotiate the EU and Turkey aggreement.
 
By which indeed Turkey is a safe country for people to stay.
 
And Turkey at this moment is hosting over 3 million Syrian refugees in the South of Turkey in camps but also in the local communities.
 
What this country is trying to do is to defend the outer borders of the European Union.
 
It is a lot of tasks that countries have who are lying on the outside like Italy, Spain, Hungary, Slovenia, but also Poland and Greece, and there is an extremely difficult situation.
 
What I don’t want again is for people to take boats that are not fully equipped to pass the Mediterranean or to pass the Aegean Sea, to die in those circumstances.
 
I want them to stay there [in Turkey], to be safe, and then we are willing as European Union to take a fair share of people from Africa, from Turkey – refugees, in line with the plans devised in 2015 [the EU-Turkey Statement on refugees-migrants] and 2016.
 
So this is my answer and I wish that your question has been answered
 
=== About===
This text is a transcribed excerpt from the Press Conference that followed the meeting between the Greek Prime Minister Kyriakos Mitsotakis and the Dutch Prime Minister Mark Rutte on November the 9th, 2021 in Athens. During the Q&A, the Dutch reporter Ingeborg Beugel asked Mitsotakis for clarity and honesty referring to pushbacks which Greek border guards keep committing towards refugees, while the Greek Government systematically conceals such violence. She continued by asking Mark Rutte what the political stance of the Netherlands towards refugees' relocation and Mitsotakis's policy would be.
This text is a transcribed excerpt from the Press Conference that followed the meeting between the Greek Prime Minister Kyriakos Mitsotakis and the Dutch Prime Minister Mark Rutte on November the 9th, 2021 in Athens. During the Q&A, the Dutch reporter Ingeborg Beugel asked Mitsotakis for clarity and honesty referring to pushbacks which Greek border guards keep committing towards refugees, while the Greek Government systematically conceals such violence. She continued by asking Mark Rutte what the political stance of the Netherlands towards refugees' relocation and Mitsotakis's policy would be.


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Every new answer, every new iteration, can be submitted to our Archive of Repetitive Answers. Although they will never be good enough, nor shall they be accepted as exhaustive,  we consider the modified answers as a trigger for a never-ending dialogue.
Every new answer, every new iteration, can be submitted to our Archive of Repetitive Answers. Although they will never be good enough, nor shall they be accepted as exhaustive,  we consider the modified answers as a trigger for a never-ending dialogue.


=== Research ===
==== Research ====
Articles about pushbacks in the EU borders, that influenced the editing of the functions.
Articles about pushbacks in the EU borders, that influenced the editing of the functions.
* https://www.lighthousereports.nl/investigation/frontex-chapter-ii-complicit-in-pushbacks/
* https://www.lighthousereports.nl/investigation/frontex-chapter-ii-complicit-in-pushbacks/
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* https://www.keeptalkinggreece.com/2021/11/17/beugel-greece-safety-leave-dutch-journalist/
* https://www.keeptalkinggreece.com/2021/11/17/beugel-greece-safety-leave-dutch-journalist/


=== The pad that we analysed the corpora, and therefore formed our strategies ===
==== The pad that we analysed the corpora, and therefore formed our strategies ====
https://pad.xpub.nl/p/mitsotakis_mitsa?fbclid=IwAR3WcyBVOBwpeMPYVLpxyKnwO67M3C5PgzFoKBFlD3B3EF8rD2DdaxQGYH0
https://pad.xpub.nl/p/mitsotakis_mitsa?fbclid=IwAR3WcyBVOBwpeMPYVLpxyKnwO67M3C5PgzFoKBFlD3B3EF8rD2DdaxQGYH0


=== Functions ===
==== Functions ====
==== Respell ====
'''Respell''' <br>
     Respell receives as input a text as a string type, and substitute all the occurrences of a targeted word with a replacement as a string type chosen by the user.
     Respell receives as input a text as a string type, and substitute all the occurrences of a targeted word with a replacement as a string type chosen by the user.


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<br>


====Stitch====
'''Stitch''' <br>
     Stitch receives as input a text as a string type, and replaces all the occurrences of a target word, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target.
     Stitch receives as input a text as a string type, and replaces all the occurrences of a target word, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target.


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     This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By targeting specific words and stitching them, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target , the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.
     This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By targeting specific words and stitching them, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target , the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.


==== Reveal ====
'''Reveal''' <br>
    Reveal takes a text as string input and deletes all its characters except the input list of words.
    Reveal takes a text as string input and deletes all its characters except the input list of words.


     def reveal(text,group):
     def reveal(text,group):
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     This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By chosing to keeping specific words of a text and deleting all the others, the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.
     This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By chosing to keeping specific words of a text and deleting all the others, the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.


=== Online publication of the interface===
==== Online publication of the interface ====




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[https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/~grgr/api/and_i_wish_that_your_question_has_been_answered/ ''...And I wish that your question has been answered'' interface]
[https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/~grgr/api/and_i_wish_that_your_question_has_been_answered/ ''...And I wish that your question has been answered'' interface]


=== Zines for the launch event with an answer made by us ===
==== Zines for the launch event with an answer made by us ====




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== Si17 ==
== Si17 ==
=== Personal reflection ===
=== Personal reflection ===
On the Special 17 I put my attention on how can we work as group with more care. How can we have our individual needs met, while still we meet the production deadlines. I have a lot to learn on how to express my needs and how I can contribute in a non-violent group communication. In terms of the publication, I co-developed and co-created the production of the contents. Mostly, I edited the collective inputs, while I participated in the overall process of designing and outsourcing our material.
On the Special 17 I put my attention on how can we work with more care as a group. How can we have our individual needs met, while still we meet the production deadlines. I have a lot to learn on how to express my needs and how I can contribute in a non-violent group communication. In terms of the publication, I co-developed and co-created the production of the contents. Mostly, I edited the collective inputs, while I participated in the overall process of designing and outsourcing our material.
 
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== Si18 ==
== Si18 ==
=== Personal Reflection ===
=== Personal Reflection ===
In this Special Issue I participated as a listener, a contributor and a caretaker. It was a rich experience to unplug from the screen and listen every week to each new release. The discussion after each launch was rich. We tryed to unpack what we collectively listened to and raise questions. As a contributor I tried to discuss about the dynamics of a public space, while being on a public space, to jam outside with bottles, to create pop national anthems, to experiment with spoken word and the detuning of my voice and my guitar, to field record and edit, to try a diffractive reading of a text and a video, to jam at Paris, to reflect on the releases. I did all these alone or by being part of a duo or a trio. As a caretaker, I put together the first release with Chae and curated the 4th release with Miriam and Erica. Finally I curated and performed the diffractive dj set with Alex and Supi.
In this Special Issue I participated as a listener, a contributor and a caretaker. It was a rich experience to unplug from the screen and listen every week to each new release. The discussion after each launch was rich. We tryed to unpack what we collectively listened to and raise questions. As a contributor I experimented with the sonic dynamics of a public space, jamming outside with bottles, creating pop national anthems, experimenting with spoken word and detuning of my voice and my guitar. I was also into field recording and editing, trying a diffractive reading of a text and a video, jamming at La Generale in Paris. I did all these alone or by being part of a duo or a trio. As a caretaker, I put together the first release with Chae and curated the 4th release with Miriam and Erica. Finally I curated and performed the diffractive dj set with Alex and Supi at the Graduation Event of XPUB2.
 
=== Release 04 : The parliament ===
 
https://issue.xpub.nl/18/04/ <br>
<br> Caretaking mitsa, erica and miriam <br>
The jingle board Parliament
 
=== Release 05: Experiment with voice detuning ===
https://issue.xpub.nl/18/05/ <br>
https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/SI18/05/recordings/MiMi.mp3 <br>
detuning my voice in a spoken word track
 
=== Diffractive Dj Se with Supi and Alex, mixing contributions of all the releases ===
we made this DJ set as a way of publishing our 08 audio releases, at the Graduation show of the XPUB 2 at WORM. <br>
https://media.xpub.nl/2022/gradshow/WalkieTalkie-XPUB1.mp4?fbclid=IwAR18OjRoXJo5zrMCCWqu0XR_vFFO8dl0lCViy3-K1KWAAuat3ggLgZo_iNo
 
=== Unpublic #81 PARIS, 22 JUNE 2022 ===
https://unpublic.bandcamp.com/album/paris-22-june-2022 <br>
sound jam


=Second Year=
=Second Year=
==Thesis==
==Thesis_an embodied journey on gender essentialism de.construction through a voice and a guitar==
=== talking about gender through my story as a guitarist: guitar as prosthetic, guitar as regulatory device ===
=== Introduction ===
==== Research Question ====
''In which ways we can hear and deconstruct gender essentialism, if we approach it
through a voice produced by somebody's phonatory system, or through a system of sounds emerging from a
body's relation to a technological artefact - like a guitar -.''


-guitar as regulation through cis heteronomrative spaces <br>
==== Sub-questions ====
-the fretless as prosthesis
''I wonder in which ways a guitar located inside a patriarchal, anthropocentric and ableist culture orients a body into cis-heteronormativity and in which ways can a guitar support a fluid gender expression?'' <br>
''What are the consequences of technically classifying one's voice to a gender binary depending on their vocal
pitch?'' <br>
''In which ways can a voice deconstruct these technical classifications, while connecting to the here and
now of its embodied situation?'' <br>
''What can be the processes that help to caress and amplify queer voices, as the sound imprints created by the systemically unheard?''


=== voice coming from the inside voice negotiating with the outside ===
=== My guitar as regulation, my guitar as prosthesis ===
-timbre as a genuine, personal intimate sound quality <br>
''talking about gender through my story as a guitarist'' <br>
-to voice as fingerprints that urge tor reach <br>
-what about those voices that have learnt to be out of reach?


=== trying to create our own rules that could possibly fit us ===
==== Locating the guitar in relation to my body ====
-process than outcome


==Project==
''' "play like a man" ''' <br>
- introducing blue, the guitar that accompanied me while I was active in Greece. <br>
- memories of out of placeness in jazz jams related to whom made sound and in what ways: <br>
- Our instruments were approached as our bodies; to be tamed, to get the most out of them through constant practice, discipline and commitment. <br>
- From Armitage and Thornham's ''Don't touch my midi cables'' : sound, technology, bodies, audience as contributors. Performance approached as a process that embraces latency, failure, slowness, things that don't work. <br>
- Reading the jams as a space that reproduced gender damage based on competition, top down hierarchies, expansiveness <br>
- I wonder if we can actually listen to the different relations and hierarchies involved in sound making processes.
<br><br>


=== jams as safer space on action ===
''' while the guitar sits on my thighs and I hold it around my arms ''' <br>
==== playing at re#sister ====
- introducing the fretless guitar, that I brought with me when I moved to the netherlands <br>
preparation: I refer analytical to that in the thesis
- relating the fretlessness as to: aknowledge critical voices on western music theory expansiveness. relating to institutionally undervalued, under-lighted music culture-heritage in greece <br>
==== playing at VARIA ====
- as to re-learn the guitar's sound, to heal from my previous training and de-classify its body <br>
- I am thinking of how my body gets touched by this guitar and how this instrument accompanies my journey of
embracing queerness and coming out as non-binary. <br>
- I wonder if this sonic in-betweenness can open up a perception of a body's fluidity.
 
==== Gender embodiment through regulatory and prosthetic devices ====
From Preciado in ''Counter-sexual Manifesto'': <br>
- Regulatory devices: technologies that repress and fabricate bodies according to a hegemonic system.<br>
- Prosthetic devices are these that get added to a living body and become part or extension of someone. <br>
- seeing the guitar as potentially prosthetic and potentially regulatory
 
=== My voice coming from the inside, my voice negotiating with the outside, voices mapped and transformed ===
==== traces of embodying a queer voice ====
-timbre as texture; timbre transmits the unique physical situation, the imprint of the body that generated it. <br>
-from Bonnenfant: voice as social touch, as fingerprints that urge to reach other bodies. Which bodies do we allow to be reached by? <br>
-what about those voices that have learnt to be out of reach? <br>
-implementing experiential knowledges of frictions, misfittings and alienations around having a voice and being part of the lgbtqi+<br>
 
==== traces of queer collective voices ====
- insights about the political nature of having a voice <br>
- protest as a concerted, political sound practice for creating collective spaces <br>
- introducing the self-organised Patras Pride <br>
- our vocal timbres shifted; a collective queer timbre for reaching others that sounded like us / wanted to be reached by that timbre <br>
 
==== the gender neutral classification ====
- the case study of "Q: the first Genderless AI assistant" in order to talk about constructing a gender essentialism in vocal sound production, based on a voice's frequency range
 
==== voice as an exit door to transformation ====
- From Preciado's text ''Another Voice'': perceive someone's voice as dynamic, fluctuating; imagining relations, connections and interpretations beyond the gender binary
 
=== Jamming as a process for creating safer spaces ===
- jamming for creating connections <br>
- main interest the process around the gig's preparation <br>
- evolving a ritual of speaking out our emotions before engaging into the sound making <br>
- building trust between us <br>
- trying to approach performance as a process; Sound, equipment and us as co-contributors
 
=== Conclusion ===
Coming back to research question and subquestions. <br>
Thinking of the future.
 
== Practice and Graduation Project ==
 
=== jams as safer space on action / parallel practice, that influenced the graduation project ===
==== playing at re#sister radio with Alex and Supi on February 12 2023====
preparation: I refer analytically to that in the thesis <br> <br>
'''Announcement text''' <br>
This Sunday the research of Supisara Burapachaisri, Ål Nik and Mitsitron will meet at a Sound Jam at WORM. We are happy to invite you to join us at #Wunderbar or online at Radio WORM - we will be part of Expanded Radio’s session with spotlight is on RE#SISTER, WORM’s very own studio community run by and for female and non-binary musicians!
 
Our performance will be an improvisation based on a visual score we’ve been working on during the last week. The three of us were experimenting by asking ourselves questions, connected to our current researches, part of our master programme of Experimental Publishing at the Piet Zwart Institute. We created and collected images that resonate with our research queries and turned them into cards. Those cards will serve as a visual score of our performance.
 
We have been questioning “performing” as a concept, oftentimes associated with perfection, pressure and preparedness. What if we focus on the process instead? Is there a way to embrace slowness, latency and even failure? To put our attention on the small scale instruments and sounds, play with the basics. To be fully present in the current moment and space. Our sound jam will explore these questions.
 
Where: Radio WORM & Wunderbar
When: doors 14:30, start 15:00 h // 12-02-2023
More info: https://worm.org/production/expanded-radio-16-resister/
 
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[[File:Worm snippet.mp4|thumb]]
 
==== playing at VARIA with Kamo and Alex at Extratonal Infrastructures, April 29 2023====
3 parts,
3 parts,
impro. <br>
impro. <br>
finding the anchor point <br>
listening and responding <br>
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=== Research Log ===
=== Research Log ===
https://pzwiki.wdka.nl/mediadesign/Research_Log
https://pzwiki.wdka.nl/mediadesign/Research_Log


=Regulatory Devices=
=== voice feminisation and timbre ===
==Pitch Classification==
[[File:Resonance and anatomical space.png|thumb]]
=== Voices are classified as: ===
[[File:Screen Shot 2023-02-22 at 14.40.35.png|thumb]]
'''Female norm:''' mean F0 of 196-224 Hz <br>
[[File:Voicing as a pipe system.jpg|thumb]]
'''Male norm:''' mean F0 107-132 Hz <br>
 
Gender is a '''spectrum''',-not just binary (male vs female)and also not purely categorical
=== Process for making a live coding process around vocal timbre, embodiment, gender inscriptions ===
<br>
 
<br>
 
==== first prototypes with sonic pi that influenced the final====
Here are tryouts with small vocal excerpts I recorded. I tried to loop steadily and not, to pitch, to stretch. The samplews were excerpts from the text of the thesis. <br>
 
From these experiments, the randomness factor was decisive in the sense of losing control. Sound modulating you as well
 
#first time that i enter my own breath on the code
#it is moving, deep, is like listening to my old self, or to the air, there is a level of intimacy
#that i cannot put into words
define :mybreath do
  with_fx :reverb do
    use_bpm rrand(5,100)
    live_loop :breath do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/my breath2.wav", amp: rrand(1,3), rate: rrand(0, 2), pan: rrand(-0.8,0.8)
      sleep 1
    end
  end
end


How to reeceive voice as a data and then reproduce it in ways that deconstruct the gender classification? <br>
#layering and repeating the voice changing the point of repetion in time
Open up new auditory perceptions?
define :staticloop do
<br>
  #with_fx :reverb do
=== Pitch definition ===
  live_loop :sentence do
'''From britanica''' <br>
    use_bpm 350
  pitch, in music, position of a single sound in the complete range of sound. Sounds are higher or lower in pitch according to the frequency of vibration of the sound waves producing them. A high frequency (e.g., 880 hertz [Hz; cycles per second]) is perceived as a high pitch and a low frequency (e.g., 55 Hz) as a low pitch.
    sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/sentence.wav"
<br>
    sleep 5
https://www.britannica.com/art/pitch-music
  end
  #end
end
  #a mechanic, static repetition that interfers with the clarity of the message
#it's interesting how agressive it becomes quickly
#but then it is static, like a machine that is working


#
define :fluctuatingloop do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    use_bpm rrand(5,1000)
    sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/sentence.wav", amp: 2
    sleep 5
  end
  #end
end
#a fluctuating, repetition
#it opens up interpretation, the changing rythme says something about a structure?
#i hear how it is to be like a wall, when the one voice bumps into each other
#and i feel the gap when there is a big stop between the one voice to the other
#not really agressive


#stretching my vocal excerpt talking about a moment of misgendering
define :exposure do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    #use_bpm rrand(10,1000)
    with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001, pitch: 2  do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/misgender.wav", amp: 2
      sleep 10
    end
  end
end
#i feel exposed.
#i am not sure how it works.
#like if it works with the stretching or if it is like too obvious
#it feels better that the voices don't overlap with each other because then it becomes too dramatic
#the weird element of fast and super slow. can feel sometime really econographic with a speech
#because this has been probably overused in satire, it creates an awkward childish result
#when my real voice appears, it's like i am exposed... like we understand for whom we talk about
#like the masks are falling


=== On fundamental frequency f0 ===
define :masc do
The fundamental frequency of a speech signal, often denoted by F0, refers to the approximate frequency of the (quasi-)periodic structure of voiced speech signals. <br>
  #with_fx :reverb do
https://wiki.aalto.fi/pages/viewpage.action?pageId=149890776
  live_loop :sentence do
    #use_bpm rrand(10,1000)
    with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001, pitch: rrand(-15,5) do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/misgender.wav", amp: 2, krush: 10
      sleep 10
    end
  end
end


=Unfinished dreams=
=== ''Thanks for listening''_Graduation project===
==Timbre Visualisation==
Process: <br>
Try to talk on the microphone and see different types of visualisation through pure data. This can also work with vocal samples <br>
-Creating an instrument through a midi device, cables, sonic pi, a sound card, speakers, my laptop, my voice, my body for making a live coding performance <br>
-I don't think that the above suggestion is doable. It needs something as to map specific sound qualities to visuals <br>
-improvising for deciding the feautures of the instruments. The code and my capabilities on the language puts the constraints and defines the ways I use my voice for the performance.
-the text i voice is created through the impros in response to the instrument's sounds and through the concpets analysed in the thesis.  


=== voice feminisation and timbre ===
==== text introducing the performance ====
[[File:Resonance and anatomical space.png|thumb]]
[[File:Screen Shot 2023-02-22 at 14.40.35.png|thumb]]


=== prototypes with sonic pi ===
''Thanks for listening'' is a live coding process, a system created by a body, cables, a borrowed midi device, a microphone, a sound card, Sonic Pi, speakers, memories, desires, discomforts and vulnerability.
<br> <br>
The force driving this research are questions such as: How we embody gender by the ways we use our voices. How a gender binary categorises bodies depending on their vocal frequency behaviour. How sound production and instruments when located in cis-hetero spaces potentially amplify biases. And how they can potentially become a healing part of someone.
<br> <br>
In this perfomance, I position my body as an extension of sound and sound technology. I create voice through my phonatory system, which gets modulated in controllable and uncontrollable ways. A midi controller which receives data from sonic pi is pitching, stretching and looping the voice that is plugged with, through knobs, faders and buttons. A partial narration, a passive whisper or a shout on having an ανώμαλη, anomalous voice is commented in the beginning of the code and vocalised throughout the performance.


=== messy pad with notes for what I could voice in the performance ===
==== messy pad with notes from where I chose the text for the performance ====
This pad got created through a series of improvisation I had with the instrument. <br>
Through listening to the soundscape created by the my voice and the different types of stretches and pitching and respond to them through words.
<br>
I also tried to implement thoughts that evolved throughout my thesis, but in a more oral, here and now way.


https://pad.xpub.nl/p/processing_the_perfomance_i_am_a_hipster
https://pad.xpub.nl/p/processing_the_perfomance_i_am_a_hipster
=== representative recording ===


https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/~mitsa/__lab__/files/public_html/XPUB2/final%20assesment/modulated%20by_mp3.mp3?_xsrf=2%7C117d8e9e%7Cefa1df2683fb5fc6126ca14a741ff2c2%7C1686241370
==== representative recording ====
This recording is one of the many impros I had during the process of creating the performance.
<br>
The "final" thing will sound something like that. <br>
I have some anchor points as a score that I try to reach throughout the playing.
<br>
https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/~mitsa/XPUB2/final%20assesment/modulate%20me_mp3.mp3


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==== Finalised Script for the live coding performance in sonic pi ====
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=== Script for the live coding performance in sonic pi ===
  #heyy can you hear me?
  #heyy can you hear me?
  #do I reach you?
  #do I reach you?
#do I wanna reach you?
  #do I wanna reach you?
#do you want to be reached by me?
  #do you want to be reached by me?
#I am so happy that you are here tonight
     
#I am so happy that you came here to listen to me
      #I am so happy that you are here tonight
#Thank you, thank you so much
      #I am so happy that you came here to listen to me
#I would like to be bigger
      #Thank you, thank you so much
#i don't know what to do with all this energy
     
#i was taught to be scared of it
      #I would like to be bigger
#I am a small creature
      #i don't know what to do with all this energy
#Trapped inside a eh eh ehe eh eh eh... body
      #i was taught to be scared of it
#What do you think?
      #I am a small creature
#What do you think of me?
      #Trapped inseid a eh eh ehe eh eh eh... body
#They wanted to put my head into the ground
      #What do you think?
#They didn't want us! They don't want us!
      #What do you think of me?
#I can stay in the corner and observe
     
#I can stay I can open my ears and listen
      #They wanted to put my head into the ground
#We have learnt to hide
      #They didn't want us! They don't want us!
#It's hard not to be recognised
      #I can stay in the corner and observe
#It's like you don't exist, but you exist hahaha
      #I can stay I can open my ears and listen
#You have a body
      #We have learnt to hide
#I like to adapt A LOT that's what i do in life
      #It's hard to not be recognised
#I just adapt my voice
      #It's like you don't exist, but you exist hahaha
#What ? What ? Whaat? What the fuck is this?
      #You have a body
#STOP STOP STOOOOP
     
#What do you do usually? Do you adapt? Do you resist? Do you fight?
      #I like to adapt A LOT that's what i do in life
#DO you fly? Do you stay??
      #I just adapt my voice
#i want to be regulated
      #What ? What ? Whaat? What the fuck is this?
#I want to be filtered
      #STOP STOP STOOOOP
#How do you filter what you hear?
      #What do you do usually? Do you adapt? Do you resist? Do you fight?
#FILTER MEEEEE
      #DO you fly? Do you stay?? Do you leave?
#but did this even happen this way?
     
#Did she say this did she love me or i don't know
      #i want to be regulated
#I wanna go in the corner and suck my thumb
      #i want ot be filtered
#do i need to be stronger?
      #How do you filter what you hear?
#do i need to be oversized?
      #FILTER MEEEEE
#do i need to shrink?
     
#do i need to be something more?
      #but did this even happen this way?
#do i need to be something less?
      #Did she say this did she love me or i don't know
#do i need to stand out? maybe
      #I wanna go in the corner and suck my thumb
#is that ok?
     
#i am sorry, don't leave me
      #do i need to be stronger?
#thank you i love you
        #do i need to be oversized?
#thank you that you came here to listen to me
          #do i need to shrink?
            #do i need to be something more?
              #do i need to be something less?
                #do i need to stand out? maybe
                  #is that ok?
                 
                  #i am sorry, don't leave me
                  #thank you i love you
                  #thank you that you came to listen to me
 
#adding amplitude level
with_fx :level do |le|
#adding low pass filter
with_fx :lpf, mix: 0 do |l|
  #adding pitch shifter
  with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001 do |p|
  #adding echo
    with_fx :echo, pre_mix: 0, decay: 2 do |e|
      #adding reverb
      with_fx :reverb, pre_mix: 1, room: 1 do |r|
      #for latency prevention
        use_real_time
        #inserting the microphone to the system
        live_audio :mic
       
        #a live_loop for mapping the midi faders, buttons and knobs with the above effects
        live_loop :process do
          #for latency prevention
          use_real_time
          #the variables cc and val are syncronised with the midi machine i use
          cc, val = sync "/midi:5-_zero_mkii_0:1/control_change"
          #the numbers that cc corresponds with are the different faders, knobs buttons
          if cc == 23
            control le, amp: val / 127.0
          end
          if cc == 24
            if cc > 63.5
              control p, pitch: (val - 63.5) / 1.7
            else
              control p, pitch: (-val + 63.5) / 6
            end
          end
          if cc == 25
            control e, pre_mix: val / 127
          end
          if cc == 26
            control e, phase: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
          end
          if cc == 73
            control e, decay: val / 5 + 0.000001
          end
          if cc == 75
            control r, pre_mix: val / 127
          end
          if cc == 70
            control r, room: val / 127
          end
          if cc == 20
            control l, cutoff: val
          end
          if cc == 14
            control l, mix: val /127.0
          end
          #create a buffer of 10 seconds
          if cc == 77
            with_fx :record, buffer: [:voice,10] do
              print "record recording"
              use_real_time
              live_audio :mic1
            end
          end
          #play the buffer
          if cc == 95
            print "play recording"
            sample buffer[:voice,10]
          end
          #small stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 7
            control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
          end
          #bigger stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 10
            control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: val + 0.000001
          end
          #reverse stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 22
            control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: -val * 0.1 + 0.000001
          end
          #create a buffer of 100 seconds
          if cc == 82
            with_fx :record, buffer: [:voice2,100] do
              print "record recording"
              use_real_time
              live_audio :mic1
            end
          end
          #play the buffer
          if cc == 83
            print "play recording"
            sample buffer[:voice2,100]
          end
          #small stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 74
            control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
          end
          #bigger stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 71
            control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: val + 0.000001
          end
          #reverse stretch of the buffer
          if cc == 85
            control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: -val * 0.1 + 0.000001
          end
        end
      end
    end
  end
end <br>
end
 
#creating a second channel for my voice. this one is for the moments that i want the signal created by my vocal chords to be as not altered as possible
with_fx :level do |le3|
with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001 do |p1|
  live_loop :process2 do
    use_real_time
    cc, val = sync "/midi:5-_zero_mkii_0:1/control_change"
    if cc == 72
      control le3, amp: val / 127.0
    end
    if cc == 92 and val == 0
      use_real_time
      live_audio :mic3
    end
    if cc == 92 and val == 127
      kill live_audio :mic3
    end
    if cc == 19
      if cc > 63.5
        control p1, pitch: (val - 63.5) / 1.7
      else
        control p1, pitch: (-val + 63.5) / 6
      end
    end
  end
end <br>
end
==== Extratonal Infrastructures at Varia ====
Trying the performance at Varia, Extratonal Infrastructures on Friday June 16 2023.
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'''Snippets''' <br>
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Latest revision as of 20:42, 19 June 2023

First Year

Si16

Personal reflection

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In the SI16 I co-produced the project "...And I wish that your question has been answered". I also participated in the writing of the Manifesto of and the Terms of service of the publication. In the project I worked on the functions Respell, Stitch and Reveal, which are based on the Replace Python function. I was occupied by the urge to understand how the choice of specific words inside a text can shape our ideologies. In that sense I proposed to use the three functions on the political speeches of Mark Rutte and Kiriakos Mitsotakis, prime ministers of Netherlands and Greece, about the pushbacks on the EU borders. As a result, we came out with an interface where a user can interchange specific words of these 2 speeches with others words, characters or blankets in order to disrupt and question the meaning of the original texts.

...and I wish that your question has been answered

About

This text is a transcribed excerpt from the Press Conference that followed the meeting between the Greek Prime Minister Kyriakos Mitsotakis and the Dutch Prime Minister Mark Rutte on November the 9th, 2021 in Athens. During the Q&A, the Dutch reporter Ingeborg Beugel asked Mitsotakis for clarity and honesty referring to pushbacks which Greek border guards keep committing towards refugees, while the Greek Government systematically conceals such violence. She continued by asking Mark Rutte what the political stance of the Netherlands towards refugees' relocation and Mitsotakis's policy would be.

The choice of this text as our source material has different reasons. First of all, we were interested in how language can produce categories and shape identities: how does wording create precise borders between the "us" and the "them"? Our second step would be reflecting on text processing strategies through which a speech or a narration can be recontextualised and reclaimed. By replacing or taking out words of a discourse, and thus making some parts of it interchangeable, we tried to highlight how its phrasing is never neutral, but always a choice led by a particular purpose.

We decided to work on this text as the Press Conference took place at the moment we were developing our research, and as we were really interested on the distinctive rhetoric strategies that Beugel, Mitsotakis and Rutte choose for voicing their goals. It is clear that the reporter uses an emotional and provocative tone to address Mitsotakis' politics, which challenges his composure to a point where he can not keep it anymore, while when talking to Rutte, her speech is more calm and detached. In response to her question, both Prime Ministers refuse responsibility of their actions: they use a rather managerial and pre-designed language to neutralize the reporter's provocation while at the same time praising the generosity and the efforts of their countries. In particular, Mitsotakis denies any of Beugel's accusations and declares them as unsupported assumptions which is a mere demonstration of power. Alongside, Rutte uses a colder and more restrained language to rationalize the EU and the Greek Government's choices: While shifting the responsibilities for refugee protection, he actually justifies the crimes that are committed within the EU borders as an inevitable "tough, but fair, policy".

Concerning our project, it is an act of persistent resistance. We created three functions to facilitate an iterative process of refusal towards the two Prime Ministers' answers and any of their possible versions. We invite you to play as much as you want with these functions and create your own answers as counter-reaction to Mark Rutte's final sentence: "So this is my answer and I wish that your question has been answered". Every new answer, every new iteration, can be submitted to our Archive of Repetitive Answers. Although they will never be good enough, nor shall they be accepted as exhaustive, we consider the modified answers as a trigger for a never-ending dialogue.

Research

Articles about pushbacks in the EU borders, that influenced the editing of the functions.

The pad that we analysed the corpora, and therefore formed our strategies

https://pad.xpub.nl/p/mitsotakis_mitsa?fbclid=IwAR3WcyBVOBwpeMPYVLpxyKnwO67M3C5PgzFoKBFlD3B3EF8rD2DdaxQGYH0

Functions

Respell

   Respell receives as input a text as a string type, and substitute all the occurrences of a targeted word with a replacement as a string type chosen by the user.
   from nltk.tokenize import word_tokenize
   # text, target, and replacement are string types
   def respell(text, target, replacement):
       target = target.lower()
       txt = word_tokenize(text)
       new = []
       for w in txt:
           if w == target:
               w = replacement
               new = new + [w]
           elif w == target[0:1].upper() + target[1:]:
               w = replacement[0:1].upper() + replacement[1:] 
              new = new + [w]
           elif w == target.upper():
               w = replacement.upper()
               new = new + [w]
           else:
               new = new + [w]
       text = ' '.join(new)
       final= text.replace(' .','.').replace(' ,',',').replace(' :',':').replace(' ;',';').replace('< ','<').replace(' >','>').replace(' / ','/').replace('& ','&')
       return final
   This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By targeting specific words and replacing them, either for another word, for specific characters or for blank spaces, the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.


Stitch

   Stitch receives as input a text as a string type, and replaces all the occurrences of a target word, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target.
   from nltk.tokenize import word_tokenize
   # text, target, and replacement are string types
   def stich(text, target, replacement):
       target = target.lower()
       txt = word_tokenize(text)
       new = []
       for w in txt:
           if w == target:
               w = len(w)*replacement
               new = new + [w]
           elif w == target[0].upper() + target[1:]:
               w = len(w)*replacement
               new = new + [w]
           elif w== target.upper():
               w = len(w)*replacement 
               new = new + [w]
           else:
               new = new + [w]
       text = ' '.join(new)
       final= text.replace(' .','.').replace(' ,',',').replace(' :',':').replace(' ;',';').replace('< ','<').replace(' >','>').replace(' / ','/').replace('& ','&')
       return final
   This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By targeting specific words and stitching them, with a character or a word that is repeated as many times as the length of the target , the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.

Reveal

   Reveal takes a text as string input and deletes all its characters except the input list of words.
   def reveal(text,group):
       txt = word_tokenize(text)
       txt_linebr = []
       for token in txt:
           if token == '<':
               continue
           elif token == 'br/':
               token=
               txt_linebr.append(token)
           elif token == '>':
               continue
           else:
               txt_linebr.append(token)   
       new = []
       for w in txt_linebr:
           if w==:
               new = new + [w]
           elif w not in group:
               w = len(w) * ' '
               new = new + [w]
           elif w in group :
               new = new + [w]
       text = ' '.join(new)
       final= text.replace(' .','.').replace(' ,',',').replace(' :',':').replace(' ;',';').replace('< ','<').replace(' >','>').replace(' / ','/').replace('& ','&')
       return final
   This function in itself could be understood as a filter to process and alter texts. By chosing to keeping specific words of a text and deleting all the others, the user of the tool can intervene inside a text. One could break down the meaning of a text or create new narrative meanings by exposing its structure, taking out or highlighting specific and meaningful words and detaching such text from its original context. This tool offers a broad spectrum of possibilities in which it can be used, from a very political and subversive use, to a more playful and poetic one.

Online publication of the interface

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...And I wish that your question has been answered interface

Zines for the launch event with an answer made by us

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We created several zines for the launch event. Each zine had consisted of the original question and the original answer + an answer that we each one of us created through our functions

Si17

Personal reflection

On the Special 17 I put my attention on how can we work with more care as a group. How can we have our individual needs met, while still we meet the production deadlines. I have a lot to learn on how to express my needs and how I can contribute in a non-violent group communication. In terms of the publication, I co-developed and co-created the production of the contents. Mostly, I edited the collective inputs, while I participated in the overall process of designing and outsourcing our material.

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Si18

Personal Reflection

In this Special Issue I participated as a listener, a contributor and a caretaker. It was a rich experience to unplug from the screen and listen every week to each new release. The discussion after each launch was rich. We tryed to unpack what we collectively listened to and raise questions. As a contributor I experimented with the sonic dynamics of a public space, jamming outside with bottles, creating pop national anthems, experimenting with spoken word and detuning of my voice and my guitar. I was also into field recording and editing, trying a diffractive reading of a text and a video, jamming at La Generale in Paris. I did all these alone or by being part of a duo or a trio. As a caretaker, I put together the first release with Chae and curated the 4th release with Miriam and Erica. Finally I curated and performed the diffractive dj set with Alex and Supi at the Graduation Event of XPUB2.

Release 04 : The parliament

https://issue.xpub.nl/18/04/

Caretaking mitsa, erica and miriam
The jingle board Parliament

Release 05: Experiment with voice detuning

https://issue.xpub.nl/18/05/
https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/SI18/05/recordings/MiMi.mp3
detuning my voice in a spoken word track

Diffractive Dj Se with Supi and Alex, mixing contributions of all the releases

we made this DJ set as a way of publishing our 08 audio releases, at the Graduation show of the XPUB 2 at WORM.
https://media.xpub.nl/2022/gradshow/WalkieTalkie-XPUB1.mp4?fbclid=IwAR18OjRoXJo5zrMCCWqu0XR_vFFO8dl0lCViy3-K1KWAAuat3ggLgZo_iNo

Unpublic #81 PARIS, 22 JUNE 2022

https://unpublic.bandcamp.com/album/paris-22-june-2022
sound jam

Second Year

Thesis_an embodied journey on gender essentialism de.construction through a voice and a guitar

Introduction

Research Question

In which ways we can hear and deconstruct gender essentialism, if we approach it through a voice produced by somebody's phonatory system, or through a system of sounds emerging from a body's relation to a technological artefact - like a guitar -.

Sub-questions

I wonder in which ways a guitar located inside a patriarchal, anthropocentric and ableist culture orients a body into cis-heteronormativity and in which ways can a guitar support a fluid gender expression?
What are the consequences of technically classifying one's voice to a gender binary depending on their vocal pitch?
In which ways can a voice deconstruct these technical classifications, while connecting to the here and now of its embodied situation?
What can be the processes that help to caress and amplify queer voices, as the sound imprints created by the systemically unheard?

My guitar as regulation, my guitar as prosthesis

talking about gender through my story as a guitarist

Locating the guitar in relation to my body

"play like a man"
- introducing blue, the guitar that accompanied me while I was active in Greece.
- memories of out of placeness in jazz jams related to whom made sound and in what ways:
- Our instruments were approached as our bodies; to be tamed, to get the most out of them through constant practice, discipline and commitment.
- From Armitage and Thornham's Don't touch my midi cables : sound, technology, bodies, audience as contributors. Performance approached as a process that embraces latency, failure, slowness, things that don't work.
- Reading the jams as a space that reproduced gender damage based on competition, top down hierarchies, expansiveness
- I wonder if we can actually listen to the different relations and hierarchies involved in sound making processes.

while the guitar sits on my thighs and I hold it around my arms
- introducing the fretless guitar, that I brought with me when I moved to the netherlands
- relating the fretlessness as to: aknowledge critical voices on western music theory expansiveness. relating to institutionally undervalued, under-lighted music culture-heritage in greece
- as to re-learn the guitar's sound, to heal from my previous training and de-classify its body
- I am thinking of how my body gets touched by this guitar and how this instrument accompanies my journey of embracing queerness and coming out as non-binary.
- I wonder if this sonic in-betweenness can open up a perception of a body's fluidity.

Gender embodiment through regulatory and prosthetic devices

From Preciado in Counter-sexual Manifesto:
- Regulatory devices: technologies that repress and fabricate bodies according to a hegemonic system.
- Prosthetic devices are these that get added to a living body and become part or extension of someone.
- seeing the guitar as potentially prosthetic and potentially regulatory

My voice coming from the inside, my voice negotiating with the outside, voices mapped and transformed

traces of embodying a queer voice

-timbre as texture; timbre transmits the unique physical situation, the imprint of the body that generated it.
-from Bonnenfant: voice as social touch, as fingerprints that urge to reach other bodies. Which bodies do we allow to be reached by?
-what about those voices that have learnt to be out of reach?
-implementing experiential knowledges of frictions, misfittings and alienations around having a voice and being part of the lgbtqi+

traces of queer collective voices

- insights about the political nature of having a voice
- protest as a concerted, political sound practice for creating collective spaces
- introducing the self-organised Patras Pride
- our vocal timbres shifted; a collective queer timbre for reaching others that sounded like us / wanted to be reached by that timbre

the gender neutral classification

- the case study of "Q: the first Genderless AI assistant" in order to talk about constructing a gender essentialism in vocal sound production, based on a voice's frequency range

voice as an exit door to transformation

- From Preciado's text Another Voice: perceive someone's voice as dynamic, fluctuating; imagining relations, connections and interpretations beyond the gender binary

Jamming as a process for creating safer spaces

- jamming for creating connections
- main interest the process around the gig's preparation
- evolving a ritual of speaking out our emotions before engaging into the sound making
- building trust between us
- trying to approach performance as a process; Sound, equipment and us as co-contributors

Conclusion

Coming back to research question and subquestions.
Thinking of the future.

Practice and Graduation Project

jams as safer space on action / parallel practice, that influenced the graduation project

playing at re#sister radio with Alex and Supi on February 12 2023

preparation: I refer analytically to that in the thesis

Announcement text
This Sunday the research of Supisara Burapachaisri, Ål Nik and Mitsitron will meet at a Sound Jam at WORM. We are happy to invite you to join us at #Wunderbar or online at Radio WORM - we will be part of Expanded Radio’s session with spotlight is on RE#SISTER, WORM’s very own studio community run by and for female and non-binary musicians!

Our performance will be an improvisation based on a visual score we’ve been working on during the last week. The three of us were experimenting by asking ourselves questions, connected to our current researches, part of our master programme of Experimental Publishing at the Piet Zwart Institute. We created and collected images that resonate with our research queries and turned them into cards. Those cards will serve as a visual score of our performance.

We have been questioning “performing” as a concept, oftentimes associated with perfection, pressure and preparedness. What if we focus on the process instead? Is there a way to embrace slowness, latency and even failure? To put our attention on the small scale instruments and sounds, play with the basics. To be fully present in the current moment and space. Our sound jam will explore these questions.

Where: Radio WORM & Wunderbar When: doors 14:30, start 15:00 h // 12-02-2023 More info: https://worm.org/production/expanded-radio-16-resister/

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playing at VARIA with Kamo and Alex at Extratonal Infrastructures, April 29 2023

3 parts, impro.
listening and responding

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Research Log

https://pzwiki.wdka.nl/mediadesign/Research_Log

voice feminisation and timbre

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Process for making a live coding process around vocal timbre, embodiment, gender inscriptions

first prototypes with sonic pi that influenced the final

Here are tryouts with small vocal excerpts I recorded. I tried to loop steadily and not, to pitch, to stretch. The samplews were excerpts from the text of the thesis.

From these experiments, the randomness factor was decisive in the sense of losing control. Sound modulating you as well

#first time that i enter my own breath on the code
#it is moving, deep, is like listening to my old self, or to the air, there is a level of intimacy
#that i cannot put into words
define :mybreath do
  with_fx :reverb do
    use_bpm rrand(5,100)
    live_loop :breath do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/my breath2.wav", amp: rrand(1,3), rate: rrand(0, 2), pan: rrand(-0.8,0.8)
      sleep 1
    end
  end
end
#layering and repeating the voice changing the point of repetion in time
define :staticloop do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    use_bpm 350
    sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/sentence.wav"
    sleep 5
  end
  #end
end
#a mechanic, static repetition that interfers with the clarity of the message
#it's interesting how agressive it becomes quickly
#but then it is static, like a machine that is working
define :fluctuatingloop do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    use_bpm rrand(5,1000)
    sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/sentence.wav", amp: 2
    sleep 5
  end
  #end
end
#a fluctuating, repetition
#it opens up interpretation, the changing rythme says something about a structure?
#i hear how it is to be like a wall, when the one voice bumps into each other
#and i feel the gap when there is a big stop between the one voice to the other
#not really agressive
#stretching my vocal excerpt talking about a moment of misgendering
define :exposure do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    #use_bpm rrand(10,1000)
    with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001, pitch: 2  do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/misgender.wav", amp: 2
      sleep 10
    end
  end
end
#i feel exposed.
#i am not sure how it works.
#like if it works with the stretching or if it is like too obvious
#it feels better that the voices don't overlap with each other because then it becomes too dramatic
#the weird element of fast and super slow. can feel sometime really econographic with a speech
#because this has been probably overused in satire, it creates an awkward childish result
#when my real voice appears, it's like i am exposed... like we understand for whom we talk about
#like the masks are falling
define :masc do
  #with_fx :reverb do
  live_loop :sentence do
    #use_bpm rrand(10,1000)
    with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001, pitch: rrand(-15,5)  do
      sample "C:/Users/luzza/Desktop/samples/misgender.wav", amp: 2, krush: 10
      sleep 10
    end
  end
end

Thanks for listening_Graduation project

Process:
-Creating an instrument through a midi device, cables, sonic pi, a sound card, speakers, my laptop, my voice, my body for making a live coding performance
-improvising for deciding the feautures of the instruments. The code and my capabilities on the language puts the constraints and defines the ways I use my voice for the performance. -the text i voice is created through the impros in response to the instrument's sounds and through the concpets analysed in the thesis.

text introducing the performance

Thanks for listening is a live coding process, a system created by a body, cables, a borrowed midi device, a microphone, a sound card, Sonic Pi, speakers, memories, desires, discomforts and vulnerability.

The force driving this research are questions such as: How we embody gender by the ways we use our voices. How a gender binary categorises bodies depending on their vocal frequency behaviour. How sound production and instruments when located in cis-hetero spaces potentially amplify biases. And how they can potentially become a healing part of someone.

In this perfomance, I position my body as an extension of sound and sound technology. I create voice through my phonatory system, which gets modulated in controllable and uncontrollable ways. A midi controller which receives data from sonic pi is pitching, stretching and looping the voice that is plugged with, through knobs, faders and buttons. A partial narration, a passive whisper or a shout on having an ανώμαλη, anomalous voice is commented in the beginning of the code and vocalised throughout the performance.

messy pad with notes from where I chose the text for the performance

This pad got created through a series of improvisation I had with the instrument.
Through listening to the soundscape created by the my voice and the different types of stretches and pitching and respond to them through words.
I also tried to implement thoughts that evolved throughout my thesis, but in a more oral, here and now way.

https://pad.xpub.nl/p/processing_the_perfomance_i_am_a_hipster

representative recording

This recording is one of the many impros I had during the process of creating the performance.
The "final" thing will sound something like that.
I have some anchor points as a score that I try to reach throughout the playing.
https://hub.xpub.nl/soupboat/~mitsa/XPUB2/final%20assesment/modulate%20me_mp3.mp3

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Finalised Script for the live coding performance in sonic pi

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#heyy can you hear me?
#do I reach you?
 #do I wanna reach you?
  #do you want to be reached by me?
     
     #I am so happy that you are here tonight
     #I am so happy that you came here to listen to me
     #Thank you, thank you so much
     
     #I would like to be bigger
     #i don't know what to do with all this energy
     #i was taught to be scared of it
     #I am a small creature
     #Trapped inseid a eh eh ehe eh eh eh... body
     #What do you think?
     #What do you think of me?
     
     #They wanted to put my head into the ground
     #They didn't want us! They don't want us!
     #I can stay in the corner and observe
     #I can stay I can open my ears and listen
     #We have learnt to hide
     #It's hard to not be recognised
     #It's like you don't exist, but you exist hahaha
     #You have a body
     
     #I like to adapt A LOT that's what i do in life
     #I just adapt my voice
     #What ? What ? Whaat? What the fuck is this?
     #STOP STOP STOOOOP
     #What do you do usually? Do you adapt? Do you resist? Do you fight?
     #DO you fly? Do you stay?? Do you leave?
     
     #i want to be regulated
     #i want ot be filtered
     #How do you filter what you hear?
     #FILTER MEEEEE
     
     #but did this even happen this way?
     #Did she say this did she love me or i don't know
     #I wanna go in the corner and suck my thumb
     
     #do i need to be stronger?
       #do i need to be oversized?
         #do i need to shrink?
           #do i need to be something more?
             #do i need to be something less?
               #do i need to stand out? maybe
                 #is that ok?
                 
                 #i am sorry, don't leave me
                 #thank you i love you
                 #thank you that you came to listen to me
#adding amplitude level
with_fx :level do |le|
#adding low pass filter
with_fx :lpf, mix: 0 do |l|
 #adding pitch shifter
 with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001 do |p|
 	#adding echo
   with_fx :echo, pre_mix: 0, decay: 2 do |e|
     #adding reverb
     with_fx :reverb, pre_mix: 1, room: 1 do |r|
     	#for latency prevention
       use_real_time
       #inserting the microphone to the system
       live_audio :mic
       
       #a live_loop for mapping the midi faders, buttons and knobs with the above effects
       live_loop :process do
         #for latency prevention
         use_real_time
         #the variables cc and val are syncronised with the midi machine i use
         cc, val = sync "/midi:5-_zero_mkii_0:1/control_change"
         #the numbers that cc corresponds with are the different faders, knobs buttons
         if cc == 23
           control le, amp: val / 127.0
         end
         if cc == 24
           if cc > 63.5
             control p, pitch: (val - 63.5) / 1.7
           else
             control p, pitch: (-val + 63.5) / 6
           end
         end
         if cc == 25
           control e, pre_mix: val / 127
         end
         if cc == 26
           control e, phase: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
         end
         if cc == 73
           control e, decay: val / 5 + 0.000001
         end
         if cc == 75
           control r, pre_mix: val / 127
         end
         if cc == 70
           control r, room: val / 127
         end
         if cc == 20
           control l, cutoff: val
         end
         if cc == 14
           control l, mix: val /127.0
         end
         #create a buffer of 10 seconds
         if cc == 77
           with_fx :record, buffer: [:voice,10] do
             print "record recording"
             use_real_time
             live_audio :mic1
           end
         end
         #play the buffer
         if cc == 95
           print "play recording"
           sample buffer[:voice,10]
         end
         #small stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 7
           control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
         end
         #bigger stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 10
           control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: val + 0.000001
         end
         #reverse stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 22
           control sample buffer[:voice,10], rate: -val * 0.1 + 0.000001
         end
         #create a buffer of 100 seconds
         if cc == 82
           with_fx :record, buffer: [:voice2,100] do
             print "record recording"
             use_real_time
             live_audio :mic1
           end
         end
         #play the buffer
         if cc == 83
           print "play recording"
           sample buffer[:voice2,100]
         end
         #small stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 74
           control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: val * 0.1 + 0.000001
         end
         #bigger stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 71
           control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: val + 0.000001
         end
         #reverse stretch of the buffer
         if cc == 85
           control sample buffer[:voice2,100], rate: -val * 0.1 + 0.000001
         end
       end
     end
   end
 end

end
end

#creating a second channel for my voice. this one is for the moments that i want the signal created by my vocal chords to be as not altered as possible
with_fx :level do |le3|
with_fx :pitch_shift, pitch_dis: 0.001 do |p1|
 live_loop :process2 do
   use_real_time
   cc, val = sync "/midi:5-_zero_mkii_0:1/control_change"
   if cc == 72
     control le3, amp: val / 127.0
   end
   if cc == 92 and val == 0
     use_real_time
     live_audio :mic3
   end
   if cc == 92 and val == 127
     kill live_audio :mic3
   end
   if cc == 19
     if cc > 63.5
       control p1, pitch: (val - 63.5) / 1.7
     else
       control p1, pitch: (-val + 63.5) / 6
     end
   end
 end
end 
end

Extratonal Infrastructures at Varia

Trying the performance at Varia, Extratonal Infrastructures on Friday June 16 2023.

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Snippets
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