User:Lor.ensō

the setup for the public moment

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06-11-24 I feel like I am in a bit of a slump. There was a very nice process I was in. I have good things going on but I just feel like I am stuck for a second.

Looking back from the previous few weeks. I went from the personal accessibility to the rendering image of where I live. I am a bit in between the hyperpersonal and the macropoetic feelings.

I have bought books, I still want to buy one more. I am also thinking about how to continue developing a method.

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pen plottered pamphplet

I just recovered from my flu shit, barely digested the colloquium and feedback + tutorial I had 21-10-24. This public moment felt like I was sharing my own questionmarks with other people. As if I exposed things in a way too premature state.

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Notes: 10-11

Groups are made, people are invested, I think people are going for it and are enjoying themselves

There were some questions but not changing in context or so.

People were really focussing and so I added a few minutes.

Notes 11.15 - 12.15

There were some confusions about how to apply the second part.

There were some thinking eyes as if I were in a forest and owls are all looking at me from the dark hahaha

Overall, people were sharing anecdotes and arguments

around 11:45 I went for a walk around to see how things are going :))

Question Mark Eyes

city planning as annotation / drawing out loud method?

https://pad.xpub.nl/p/prototyping-colloquium-lorenzo  

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XPUB2/PROTOTYPING/F(L)OSS

PS -> GIMP

INDD -> SCRIBUS

AI -> INKSCAPE

PREMIERE -> OPENSHOT/OLIVE/KDENLIVE/SHOTCUT?

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Now what do I need to do

- get better

- buy / rent Rene Boer - Smooth City

- decide between buying year subscription adobe or go F(L)OSS hmmmmmm

- GRS -> see page

- make a prototype for essay, play with formats

- prepare monday 21 oct colloquium oop

- Read and finish Femke Sneltings text, contextualize it to Renderdam and mention conflux, traces of power and contemplate / reflect on city rendering.

- read next text

- Read the email of Constant and reply

- Don't forget to stay sane and be kind to yourself

- OH AND CLEAN UP THIS WIKIMESS HAHA ^{MAYBE LATER HEHEHEH}

/GRADUATION RESEARCH SEMINAR

• PMoMMs: <progress is found here, but order was never an option>
• Rapid Prototypes: <Renderdam> / Obsessive Catalogue of Madness:Spiritual Media Psychosis B2BALESSIA
• Draft project proposal
• Thesis outline

/ReaderThatMayOrMayNot(Be)Read

Currently reading

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/* Here lie the tombs and ruins of my works and processes of my XPUB1 year divided by three trimesters

XPUB1 SI22 - SI23 - SI24 

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/RANTS THOUGHTS WORRIES AND OTHER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'S

PMOMM GRADUATION PROTOTYPING WHAT DO I DELIVER AND WHY AM I AGAIN IN MASS CONFUSION ABOUT WHAT WHO WHERE HUH

I go to bed early, wake up early, I go to seminars, I try to read but it is just the movement again of

E X E C U T I V E  D Y S F U N C T I O N 

beep boop brain not participating .../ am not functioning. Can't seem to focus, find a point to start but just crashing a bit. [Grief] It has already been almost a year and my head is just not there. I just want to be healthily productive but that is impossible if I force start myself into doing this. But I als W A N T to be productive and AaAaAaA [/Grief]  {crash report: I need to calm down}