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== Hello, welcome tot 1 2 0 2 4 3mester2  XPUB  -----> QUILTING AS AN INFRASTRUCTURE ==
== /XPUB2 ==




Now what do I need to do


so...
- get better


== WHAT AM I DOING CURRENTLY ==
- buy / rent Rene Boer - Smooth City
''CURRENTLY I AM <s>PROCESSING</s>SORRY MICHAEL I MEAN DIGESTING INFO AND UPDATING ALL PAGES AND SUCH IN ORDER TO KINDA UNDERSTAND BUT I DO NOT KNOW FOR SURE, YET I FEEL GOOD DOING THIS BECAUSE IT'S A CRASH COURSE FOR MYSELF WITH THE NOTES AND ALL / INCONSISTENCY IS KEY AND THE KEY IS OFTEN LOST'' 


- decide between buying year subscription adobe or go F(L)OSS hmmmmmm


[https://hub.xpub.nl/chopchop/~lorenzo/ norenzoQuilt] // page on chopchop
- GRS -> see page


==== Concept: Where do you draw the line? ====
- make a prototype for essay, play with formats
A personal observation based on the limitations concerning accessibility, usability concerning healthcare, <u>public</u> transport.




Example: --------
- prepare monday 21 oct colloquium oop


The Rotterdam Electric Tram has multiple Entrances -> Ports
- <s>Read and finish Femke Sneltings tex</s>t, contextualize it to Renderdam and mention conflux, traces of power and contemplate / reflect on city rendering.


     
- read next text 
{{align|center|'''Hello world!'''}}
Port asin the doors


Port asin checkin / outs
<s>- Read the email of Constant and reply</s>


[] PORT 1
<s>- Don't forget to stay sane and be kind to yourself</s>       
 
[] PORT 2
<small>- <s>OH AND CLEAN UP THIS WIKIMESS HAHA</s></small> <s>'''''<sup>MAYBE LATER HEHEHEH</sup>'''''</s>
 
[] PORT 3


== /GRADUATION RESEARCH SEMINAR ==


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* [[User:Lor.ensō/Lorenzo's Projects that May/Mayn't|PMoMMs: <progress is found here, but order was never an option>]]
* [[Renderdam|Rapid Prototypes: <Renderdam> /]] [[Spiritual media psychosis|Obsessive Catalogue of Madness:Spiritual Media Psychosis]] B2BALESSIA
* [[Lor.ensō/projectproposal|Draft project proposal]]
* [[User:Lor.ensō/thesis-outline|Thesis outline]]


DRIVER | BEGIN    |  MIDDLE      | END
== [[/ReaderThatMayOrMayNot(Be)Read]] ==
 
  Currently reading
|  FRONT  |  CENTER  | BACK
 
[PORT1]  |    [PORT2] |  [PORT3]
 
check      I / O        |    I / O      |        I / O
 
FOOTABLE |  FOOTABLE | FOOTABLE
 
KIDABLE  | KIDABLE  | KIDABLE  
 
| WHEELABLE |   
 
FOR CONTEXT
 
CENTRAAL STATION TRAM STOP   
 
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== [[/XPUB1]] ==
dir.../Lor.ensō/[[User:Lor.ensō/XPUB1|XPUB1]]/
   
   
[[Quilt INC]]
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...LOADING FEELS SCRPT
08-02-24 ///
Dear Xpubdiary, I'm starting to get some more time off on my own to put things into perspective.  I'm digesting through more than one channel
   
   
  channel 1 //
  /* Here lie the tombs and ruins of my works and processes of my XPUB1 year divided by three trimesters
The first channel is or was the care channel. I am <code>function mantelzorger() {for my mother, dog and four chicken; exception: sometimes also brother;}</code>
 
It's a hassle but I feel like that is starting to land and give me some headspace. I have no idea what is happening or  bound to happen but I am just completely bamboozled sometimes
   
   
  channel 2 //
  XPUB1 SI22 - SI23 - SI24
The second channel is the xpub channel, where I tend to be moreI do not know what information to process first and what to do next  what to research and what to reflect or experiment with it is a lot to process and I want to be productive but [x=channel 3] is taking over help.js
   
   
  channel 3 //
  */  
The third channel is the health channel. This should be top priority but in the heat
of everything I am just lost. It is truly madness to deal with the days of information
and an unlimited load of things coming from channel 1 / 2 / 3. The pipeline is clogged
 
 
PROPOSITION // CHANNEL 3 MOVE TO CHANNEL 1 AND TRY TO EQUALLY DIVIDE 2 AND 1
initiate.unclogProtocol
 
.
..
 
conclusion
 
there is no perfect way to deal with this, anyone in my shoes would either struggle, give up or have other ideas so  comparing myself to another isn't the way
pushing myself isn't the way
punishing myself for things beyond me isn't the way
initiate be-good-to-self protocol print ('it's fucking hard to proceed in a grieving time');
 
if else {
ask-for-help-maybe protocol
}
 
wtf is plotting, what are servers, how do I do the things I wanna do and still keep up and avoid panicc and ztrezz and jdnfjdskfAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
til next time, I'll do more things.
 
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========================== MY PART IN THE QUILT ==================================
Also will edit stuff concerning Validity and Standardization based on [https://hub.xpub.nl/bootleglibrary/read/863/pdf Susan Leigh's Misconcrete somethingtism(page 143)]
 
== Method(ol(atry)ogy) is a way of surviving experience ==
{{:Quilt INC./Method(ol(atry)ogy) is a way of surviving experience}} 
[[Category:Wordquilt]]
[[Category:Quilt Inc.]]
 
== Validity ==
 
"Patti Lather, a brilliant feminist methodologist, has written about this under the
rubric ''transgressive validity'' ( Lather 1993 ). Her map of attributes of a feminist method,
which I read after I wrote the passage above, has some remarkable resonances. She asks
the question, where, after poststructuralism, can we find validity? Her answer has four
points that together equal a validity which rests reflexively on the contemporary crisis"
 
Googling the definition of validity;
 
noun: validity; plural noun: validities
 
    - the quality of being logically or factually sound; soundness or cogency.
    - the state of being legally or officially binding or acceptable
 
"Her answer has four points that together equal a validity which rests reflexively on the contemporary crisis of representation: Ironic validity (which problematizes the single voice, realist representation
of nature); paralogical validity (which emphasizes paradox and heterogeneity);
rhizomatic validity (which undermines the taken-for-granted and keeps opening up
new ways of situated seeing); and voluptuous validity (which precisely goes too far , and
joins ethics and epistemology)"
 
 
==== SUB SUB QUILT VALIDITY DEFINITIONS, CITED AND ASKING QUESTIONS ====
 
"Transgressive validity" -> "here, after poststructuralism, can we find validity?" is validity the same as validation? searching for distinction I find that one is a verb an the other is a noun, but both seem to be tags? https://stats.meta.stackexchange.com/questions/1659/what-is-the-difference-between-tags-validity-and-validation 
 
"Ironic validity" > "which problematizes the single voice, realist represen- tation of nature)" ... "would demand that the representation of pregnancy as an illness be challenged in the encoding, and include multiple views of what in fact constitutes a pregnancy. "
 
"Paralogical validity" > "(which emphasizes paradox and heterogeneity); .. "might at the same time acknowledge that for some women an aborted fetus never constituted a pregnancy at all, while for others it did, and there is no resolving that question in any simple fashion."
 
"Rhizomatic validity" > "(which undermines the taken-for-granted and keeps opening up new ways of situated seeing. " ... "would seek out the range of what we take for granted about pregnancy, childbirth, and sexuality, and keep challenging us to break boundaries of what we think we know about these processes—perhaps cross-culturally, but also in phenomenological explorations of daily routines connected with them, denying the taken-for-granted “every woman feels X”: and being sure to listen for com- plex differences and similarities."
 
"Voluptuous validity" > "which precisely goes too far, and joins ethics and epistemology" .. "in this sense might bring entirely other conceptions of birth and pregnancy, such as the kind of spiritual birth found in some religious cultures, or dreams and visions. From this base, feminism has some important things to say about technology, and especially information technology, in its capacity creatively and ethically to mingle people, things, and experience."


''From this base, feminism has some''
== /RANTS THOUGHTS WORRIES AND OTHER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'S ==


''important things to say about technology, and especially information technology, in''


''its capacity creatively and ethically to mingle people, things, and experience.''
=== '''''PMOMM GRADUATION PROTOTYPING WHAT DO I DELIVER'''''  AND WHY AM I AGAIN IN MASS CONFUSION ABOUT WHAT WHO WHERE HUH ===




BTW I HAVE A DESK NOW YES
'''''I go to bed early, wake up early, I go to seminars, I try to read but it is just the movement again of'''''
<code>E X E C U T I V E  D Y S F U N C T I O N</code>


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beep boop brain not participating .../ am not functioning. Can't seem to focus, find a point to start but just crashing a bit. [Grief] It has already been almost a year and my head is just not there. I just want to be healthily productive but that is impossible if I force start myself into doing this. But I als W A N T to be productive and AaAaAaA [/Grief]  {crash report: I need to calm down}
I haven't been in chopchop since 24th of october


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Latest revision as of 12:37, 15 October 2024

/XPUB2

Now what do I need to do

- get better

- buy / rent Rene Boer - Smooth City

- decide between buying year subscription adobe or go F(L)OSS hmmmmmm

- GRS -> see page

- make a prototype for essay, play with formats


- prepare monday 21 oct colloquium oop

- Read and finish Femke Sneltings text, contextualize it to Renderdam and mention conflux, traces of power and contemplate / reflect on city rendering.

- read next text

- Read the email of Constant and reply

- Don't forget to stay sane and be kind to yourself

- OH AND CLEAN UP THIS WIKIMESS HAHA MAYBE LATER HEHEHEH

/GRADUATION RESEARCH SEMINAR

/ReaderThatMayOrMayNot(Be)Read

Currently reading

/XPUB1

dir.../Lor.ensō/XPUB1/ 


/* Here lie the tombs and ruins of my works and processes of my XPUB1 year divided by three trimesters

XPUB1 SI22 - SI23 - SI24 

*/ 

/RANTS THOUGHTS WORRIES AND OTHER AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'S

PMOMM GRADUATION PROTOTYPING WHAT DO I DELIVER AND WHY AM I AGAIN IN MASS CONFUSION ABOUT WHAT WHO WHERE HUH

I go to bed early, wake up early, I go to seminars, I try to read but it is just the movement again of

E X E C U T I V E  D Y S F U N C T I O N 
beep boop brain not participating .../ am not functioning. Can't seem to focus, find a point to start but just crashing a bit. [Grief] It has already been almost a year and my head is just not there. I just want to be healthily productive but that is impossible if I force start myself into doing this. But I als W A N T to be productive and AaAaAaA [/Grief]  {crash report: I need to calm down}