I had a weird out of body experience last night after you text me

Date viewed 16/5/2012

Description of out of body experience and imaginary letter of desire connected to it

I had a weird out of body experience last night after you text me; something was lifted from me like a dark cloud rising above,

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I woke up and I felt very strange and heavy my body felt very sexual so I masturbated and thought of him. After I went back to bed. Again I felt heavy, I was being smothered. I needed to drink water, I kept dreaming the water was on the other side of the room, on the floor, I kept travelling there to view it, Like my dream was saying ‘get up its there’. My eyes were half open. I thought I’ve had enough of this delirium I need to wake up. I need to get up. Get up, get up. I could not get up. My eyes were open. Get up. Get off me, get out of me. Get out. get up. I was getting scared, I tried to call “Anne annnee” mummy mummy out loud, the sound was distorted it was hard to say. I needed to get those words out to call her to help it get off, get out, and get up. I couldn’t. I’m scared. I needed to speak now. Finally a dark cloud-mist-shadow come out of me, it hovered above for a while and then dispersed. I was relieved. I got up, the water was no longer there, and I went to the bathroom and got some water. I felt way better. Normal again and went back to bed.

I had a bit of a revelation then. The sensory is not restricted to vision-taste-touch-hearing-smell of course not, you new that, this was a reminder. I didn’t see the dark cloud thing. If I say I saw it that would not be right, if I say if felt not right, I touched it? No. I heard it or smelt it? Come on. I definitely sensed I know what happened and I didn’t dream it. How do we categorize what we cannot define?

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No joke, anyway I’m sounding like a crazy person what I'm want to say is I want to see you, I don't care and I'm not afraid of you letting me down. I can't understand what goes on in that head of yours but in mine all I know is that I want to see you soon cos I've realised that the way I'm feeling will not go away till its solved and the only way to solve it would be to charge towards it rather than run away from it. I want you to come to Rotterdam or I will come see you next time you are near here, Brussels Gent, Antwerp Den hag, Amsterdam, Groningen, Leeuwarden or any other shitty city.

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about anything else. Are you travelling anywhere near here soon?

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I want to see you, are you travelling anywhere near here soon?

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Vision Categorize Sensory Involuntary Control Loss of control Desire Sexual Indefinable Heavy Dreams Lucid dreams Exorcism Body Soul Control of body Supernatural- very natural Human natural

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